Random Deliria : Muhammad Nur Hakeem

You ready for some questions that you barely find in other surveys?
- absolutely

What comes to mind when I say 69?
- *ahem*

Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, hair a mess, and still feel comfy?
- yeap

Do you like where you live?
- yes actually. in Kuching and KL.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
- YES.

What do you have pierced on you?
- 3 pairs.

Do you blow dry your hair?
- nope. towel dry

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Akim and his Mum

Who knows your secrets?
- PEOPLE I ACTUALLY TRUST... PEOPLE WHO WON'T TALK BEHIND MY BACK OR REVEAL MY SECRETS TO OTHER PEOPLE!

Can you see a stuffed animal from where you're sitting?
- nope

Do you straighten your hair?
- nope

Has a good friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
- NO. they werent good to begin with.

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
- yeah :">

How old will you be in 4 years?
- 29 years old.

What were you doing 5 hours ago?
- sitting in the plane

Do you still talk to your friends from elementary school?
- YES :D

What's wrong with you right now?
- nothing. i just super miss Akim :(

Was today a good day?
- reasonable

Will tomorrow be?
- hope so.

Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
- nope

Have you ever had a garage sale?
- nope

What is the last beverage you had?
- water and Sprite

Are you happy right now?
- not very.

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
- nope

Last person you texted?
- Akim

Called?
- Akim

Do you like being home alone?
- not all the time

When was the last time you smiled?
- a few minutes ago

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
- my pain and my pleasure. HAHAHAHAHA!! he is my boyfriend

Does it bother you when people spell/type your name incorrectly?
- yes. i am JASIMA NOT JASMINA or JASMIN... and MY NAME HAS A DASH! NO DASH, NOT MY NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
- Akim

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
- YES! A FEW PEOPLE ACTUALLY.

Have you ever cried over a text?
- yeah

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
- yeap

Do you have anything that belongs to a partner or an ex partner?
- yeah. i burnt my ex-partner's stuff though. may he burn in Hell like how i burnt his stuff.

Think back 5 months ago, were you single?
- nope.

What's your newest text message?
- NOSY!

When was the last time you cried?
- yesterday. i was emo

Do you argue with people often?
- not really..

Drifting away from anyone?
- yeah but good thing, too

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
- "I don't have a brother!"

Have you hugged anyone in the past 72 hours?
- Juliana. Serena. Akim.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
- yesterday xD

Last night did you go to sleep smiling?
- nope

If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, what would you say?
- nothing but smile and kiss him on the lips and hug him and wont let go :) and probably cry :D

What exactly did you drink the last time you were intoxicated?
- Absolut Raspberri but i was more horny than anything else xD i dont get drunk easily though.

Have you ever had a school picture turn out absolutely dreadful?
- YES.

Who was the last person to get on your nerves? What was he/she doing?
- SOMEONE. for being a jerk.

Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
- YES

Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
- my parents and sister

Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?
- yeap

Have you ever lost a close friend?
- yeah

Do you act differently around the person you like?
- nope

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
- yeah. i dated an a**hole for 3 years though. sad but true.

When's the last time you ran?
- earlier on at KLIA

Who were you dating 4 months ago?
- Akim

Who's shoulder did you last cry on?
- Akim's

Boyfriend :
- Muhammad Nur Hakeem :)

Getting Over With Things

When I think about it, I regret becoming too trusting towards people. At the end of the bloody day, I am the one who get backstabbed. I am the one who becomes the bad guy.

What the hell?

After all I've done for them, I don't even get a thank you. Instead I get slanders and lies about me.

Some people, when I tell them a secret, they go around telling people about it. That is sick, man. Really. Why can't you shut your fucking noise hole?

When people admit they don't trust you, you will be the ones screaming and yelling about how pathetic your life is.. people don't trust you and whatever. It is all because of your own flaws.

Creatures Called Human Beings

Well. In past, I've seen enough betrayals to cause me, hatred towards people.

It's disappointing how even friends can betray each other. Making up stories about another person. Or telling people one thing but doing another thing contrary to what they recommend. It's ANNOYING.

Naturally, people like that ALWAYS think they are correct when they are not. When they are proven wrong, they still insist on being correct.

It's weird people like that exist.

Honestly, I would rather own a two-headed snake or a hyena than to know a two-faced human.

Owh well.

I find it amazing such people are willing to tell lies or make up stories about another person like what happened 8 years ago. I am not going to tell what actually happened currently because a few people might find all means and ways to DENY everything. After all, I know my flaws, I am NOT like them. I am not one to think I am perfect.

Anyway, 8 years ago... I was betrayed by my own cousin. We went to the same driving school. She was a year older than me. So, we took our driver's test together and I SPECIFICALLY TOLD HER, "If you are NOT confident with the way I taught you, DO NOT USE THAT WAY." She first claimed that she wasn't confident. So, I told her, NOT TO USE IT.

During her test, she used the way I taught her. She failed. And guess what? I got blamed! Fucking bitch! Then, she took most of my friends away from me. What the hell?

Almost the same thing happened to me this year. Only my so-called friend go around telling people I was on drugs and I drink. I admit, I drink. My parents know I drink. At least, I don't hide behind them when I drink alcohol. Too bad, I am such a good secret keeper, even if my friend betray me, his or her secrets won't be revealed. Unless he or she did something pretty unforgivable towards me. Then I shall spill the beans.

UNFORTUNATELY for those people who've made me not trust them any longer, the people they instigate knows me better than to approach me and ask me personally.

Now, people like those are friends. They approach me and ask me instead of asking others. Or instigating others or slandering me behind my back in front of others.

Even when you do know the truth about me somehow, at least, tell me or realise your own flaws. Don't think that you are perfect when you are no way near perfect.

So.

SHUT UP.

GROW UP

... and MOVE ON.

AND, please get a life...

Annoyed (PART II)

Okay, Hafiz won in AF and now, I feel like flooding MY FACEBOOK because people are fussing over him winning. So what?

If it was his relatives, I won't mind so much making a big deal out of it but seriously, people whom he does not know or thank?

Honestly, people who follow this AF so intensely should really get a frigging life. Wonder why I say so? FIRST OFF, YOUR FRIGGING LIFE DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND AF. THE PARTICIPANTS OR JUDGES DOESN'T EVEN KNOW YOU FUCKING EXIST! So, if the guy you are vouching for wins, celebrate a little but don't over do it. It is ANNOYING...

Gosh. If he had lost, I wonder which freak would kill him/herself tonight?

A Lot Of Things Annoy Me

I am annoyed at the fact that SOME people are in denial about some other people. Why should they deny truth? Why should they think what people say which is true as a threat? Stupid. Later, at the end of the day, they will get backstabbed by the people they defend but will point their fingers at the person who fall victim to the people they defended in the past...

Twilight. "Twilight is the best vampire book ever writen..." WHAT THE FUCK? NO WAY! I can't even bring myself to continue reading Bella's whining let alone watch the damn movie. It is so bloody slow. If it were to be made into a series, it would have been a TEENAGE SOAP. AND VAMPIRES DO NOT SURVIVE UNDER THE SUNLIGHT. THEY FUCKING DIE!

The other thing that annoys me is our people's annoying obsession for that Akademi Fantasia. Vote all you want. At the end of the day, they won't even THANK you, let alone acknowledge your existence... If Hafiz loses, I want to see how many Sarawakians will end up killing other people or committing suicide. I will laugh ever so hard at how ridiculous people can get if I open the papers one day reading, "FANS OF HAFIZ COMMITS SUICIDES AFTER HAFIZ'S LOST IN AF." I will definitely NOT feel any pity for those freaks (any of Hafiz's fans)

One more. Self proclaimed best friends who talk behind your back. Enough said. What is wrong in approaching me if you want to know anything about me? And FAIR WEATHERED FRIENDS. Why do you only need me when you need SOMETHING from me?

Oh God. Make all those things go away!

About. Twilight

I don't get it why people like the movie so much. It is too bloody slow for me. Bella bitches too much about her pathetic life.

OH. MY. GOD!

The Birth of a New Blog

I am not moving away from this one.

I started another one to put my stories and poetries in :D

The Word Weaver's Den.

Hope you enjoy it :)