Epic Quotes

"In IP Man 2, they show how IP Man creates his IP address."

"Did you know Tom Cruise owns the biggest cruise in the world? And Taylor Swift was a tailor? She sews very fast."

Mr. Tan Meng Yoe

"If you're shy (to Levi), then I am Virgin Mary."

Ms. Suhana

Haha!

CELCOM SUCKS!

A LOT OF HAPPY THINGS HAPPENING. EPIC QUOTES.

BUT NOW IS NOT THE TIME.

I NEED TO FUCKING RANT ABOUT CELCOM!

THEY CLAIM THEY ARE THE FASTEST BROADBAND NETWORK.

THEY LIED!

IT IS TAKING ME MORE THAN 15 MINUTES TO ATTACH ONE NINTH OF A FILE.

AND IT IS MY PRESENTATION FOR TOMORROW.

THE ONLY TIME I HAD TO DO MY PRESENTATION SLIDES WERE AFTER 6 PM AND IT SHOULD HAVE TAKEN ME 10 - 15 MINUTES TO DO IT.

BUT BECAUSE OF THIS BROADNARROWBAND LIAR, I SPENT NINE FUCKING HOURS AT IT!

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO EMAIL IT OUT SINCE 6 SOMETHING!

SHIT. I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. IT IS WORST BECAUSE IT IS THAT TIME OF THE FUCKING MONTH!

ARGH!? IT'S BEEN 15 MINUTES AND I'VE MANAGED TO ATTACH 1/9 OF THE FUCKING FILE???

OH. MY. GOD! WHY IS CELCOM SUCH BUTTFACE LIAR?

LATELY, I HADN'T BEEN RESTING ENOUGH AND HADN'T BEEN GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP. I PLANNED TO SLEEP AT MIDNIGHT TONIGHT AND WAKE UP AT 10 TOMORROW BUT AT THE FUCKING RATE I AM FUCKING GOING, IT WON'T HAPPEN. I WILL END UP FEELING RESTLESS AND TIRED!

I FUCKING HATE CELCOM!

I LOST MY PATIENCE. I LOST MY NICENESS AND TOLERANCE. CELCOM SHOULD RECONSIDER. THEY SHOULD JUST PROMOTE THEMSELVES AS THE SLOWEST BROADBAND SERVICE IN MALAYSIA!

NINE FUCKING HOURS SINCE I'VE TRIED ATTACHING ONE MISERABLE FILE!

FUCK! CELCOM SHOULD JUST STOP THEIR BROADBAND SERVICES.

THE REASON WHY I AM TYPING IN CAPS IS BECAUSE I AM FEELING SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW! AND I AM FEELING CRANKY AND TIRED BUT I HAVE TO SEND THIS FUCKING FILE BEFORE 6.30 AM SO MY TEAMMATE COULD JUST EDIT IT FOR ME AND THEN PROCESS THE SLIDES.

I HATE CELCOM. OFFICIALLY.

The other day, I thought, as long as I have the Internet, I will be fine but then tonight when I needed the fast connection the most, it bail on me. FUCK!

Celcom is NOT STUDENT FRIENDLY. They RUIN students. Because of their SUCKY CONNECTION, students cannot do research OR handing their presentation/assignments ON TIME.

How To Train Your Dragon

Is a nice movie. It is super cute!

Toothless the Night Fury is soooo cute. He reminds me of a CAT and Stitch!

More later :D

Most Romantic Video (On My List)

I love this song and video.

Romantic Love Song

FROM LA TO ROME by Chester See

I love this song.

It is the MOST romantic love song I've heard lately compared to the crap I listen to on the radio nowadays.

Can't post the video on since my fucking Celcom Broadband is giving me problems.

From My Eyes

Yesterday, I saw something which made me feel more hatred towards our Malay girls. I am a Malay, too, but I tend to have this prejudice against some of them.

Why?

Those people I meant, are the most biggest hypocrites ever on the face of the Earth.

How?

Yesterday, I saw this girl, wearing a hijjab but was wearing extremely tight jeans and tight shirt and rubbing herself against her boyfriends. Not only that, from how I look at her, if I were to tell her, "Jom, pergi makan nasi ayam di kedai Cina tue..." (Come, let's have chicken rice at that Chinese shop), she'd be all grossed out or will say things like, "Tak halal lah." (But it's not halal).

Hello, if you are so concerned about eating at a Chinese shop where there is possible pork or lard, why are you not concerned about touching a guy without any marital tie? If you are so concerned about places to eat or the meat you eat, why are you not concerned about how you dressed?

Or, if you are so concerned about being in a church or a house with a cross... are you weak in holding on to your faith?

I cannot stand people that way. There is a person I know, he is WORSE than the girls I don't like or any narrow-minded Malay that I don't like. I feel offended with the criticism he made towards the Christians or the Chinese because before my Mum married my Dad, she was an Anglican Christian and a Chinese. So is she as bad as he think most Christians and Chinese are?

Personally, I would prefer making friends with Christians and the Chinese. They are very open minded people and they respect us (if we respect them, too).

The people whom I describe, are just aloof and has no sense of respect towards other people... Did they know that it was also the Chinese who brought in Islam to Tanah Melayu? The Malays were still chasing pigs in the cave.

I was once asked to my face, why don't I wear a hijjab on my head. My answer was simply this;- I know I am not a very good person. I am still committing sins as I move along. I don't want to end up a hypocrite at the end of the day.

Just like the other day, the Valentine's Day hotel raids. They showed FOUR GIRLS wearing a hijjab, HIDING their faces, sitting in the cell. So, is that a good making as a Muslim?

Enough about people, now about what other people have been saying...

A few nights ago, I went out with my housemate to Midvalley and we used a cab to go. From Section 17 to Midvalley would be RM14.40 by meter but by taxi drivers who want to take advantage, they'd charge RM25 to RM30.

When I was telling someone about it, they were ranting about how this taxi driver tried to get RM40 from him just because he was at KLCC and wants to go to Jaya One. He used a metered cab and it only cost RM20. What was the taximan's reason, road is jam.

Hello, that is the use of a meter! Now there is a sign on the taxi saying that HAGGLING is prohibited. Yet, some of these taxi drivers take advantage on their potential customers.

Stupid idiots.

Anyway. I took a picture from my window today.

I like the rays coming down from the clouds. I rearranged my room again today because I needed wind to come in. As I was clearing up the mess in my room, I looked outside the window and then knew I HAD to take a picture of the sunset.

Earlier in the day, Imran and I didn't turn up for the talk on broadcasting because we were having TOO MUCH fun in the library discussing our Creative Thinking presentation on how to find solutions to certain road offenses.

We were laughing and coming up with CRAZY ideas. We were BRAINSTORMING and there was ONE sentence popping in and out of my mind, "Your ideas can be as crazy as possible." (Mr. Lawrence).

We went crazy alright, from spikes to Pokemons. It was that crazy!

What matters is, we had fun in the library. Psst, our library is awesome because we are allowed to make noise there ;)

More later. I might need to rant soon since I am PMS-ing :(

Clumsiness

No wonder I've been clumsy.

Yes, it is THAT time of the month. Hence the anger and the angst lately.

Currently, waiting for my sister to log onto Skype.

Owh, yeah, I actually closed the door onto my thumb today. Sickening, right? Now, my RIGHT thumb is sore, numb and... swollen. *sighs*

Whatever Things

Isk! I am feeling so fed up!

Gah!

It was so hot last night, I could feel myself sweat! Damn.

I want air con installed in this house!

Lai Yee and I are preparing for a new housemate who will be coming in April. The new girl will be sharing rooms with her and now she is getting all ranty because of it. I'd do the same because the room is EXTREMELY small.

Celcom Broadband, FUCK YOU!

Rants and More Rants

To anyone who've thought that Sarawak is NOTHING, think twice. I swear you are wrong. Sarawak is my homeland. I love my homeland. I may build a house somewhere outside Sarawak but Sarawak will ALWAYS be my home. Criticise all you like. You conclude my judgement. You're just jealous that we exist!

I just had to rant that out.

Today, Mr. Lawrence made me feel good about my decision... yes, in some occasion, running away may be the best option.

*sighs* I am giving myself a chance to start anew.

More later.

Case Of The Missing Adidas Shoes

Tonight. This made me laugh like crazy.

This is a conversation between my Mum and me tonight.

Mum : Ja! Did you take Athena's Adidas shoes?

Me : (shocked) Adidas shoes? NO. Why?

Mum : We can't find her shoes.

Me : Where did you people last put it?

Mum : In Nuril's room on the table. You sure you didn't take any box?

Me : No. The only box I brought home to PJ was the box with Aunty Mimi's present for me!

Mum : Hmm. Nevermind then. I'll go find of it.

Me : Okay.

*hangs up* A few minutes later, again my Mum called.

Mum : Ja! We found it.

Me : (laughs) WHAT?? WHERE?

Mum : Under Nuril's bed!

Me : HA?? How did it end up under the bed??

Mum : This has to be something between the mother, the aunty and she herself!

Me : Huh! I won't be surprise she herself is the little culprit! Knowing her, she will PLAY with it and then FORGETS where she PUT it.

Mum : Yalah! (laughs) Okay. Just called to tell you that.

Me : Okay. Eh, Mummy! What Adidas shoe did you get for her?

Mum : The Adidas shoes that looked like her Little Bobboy.

Me : Little Bob Dog?

Mum : Ya, that one!

Me : Ooo! CUTE!!

Mum : Ya, it is nice. Okay lah.

Me : Okay. Bye.

Mum : Bye.

*hangs up*

My conclusion? Between the niece and her grandmother... that niece of mine can drive anyone up the wall BUT...

No matter how hard you day was earlier on, when you see that NAUGHTY FACE. That could all make the frustrations and anger go away. Today was a good day for me compared to yesterday or even last week.

Athena:- Goddess of War Strategies and Wisdom.

But Puteri Athena Maimunah is just all war strategies and warfare but not much wisdom. Her wisdom is only in her naughtiness.

Anyways, Athena is very close to my Dad. He is everything to her, vice versa. Why not? With Grandpa around, I can do anything! Athena is naughty that way but her table manners? She is VERY good. She can sit down properly without making much fuss (unless she is sleepy or cranky). She doesn't scream or show tantrum in public. Overall, she is a good girl.

BUT WHEN SHE HAS ICE-CREAM AFTER 8.30. Be prepare to sweat. That little thing won't keep still. She gets hyper. That is why whenever we go out, she is ALWAYS in her stroller. If we let her loose, that will mean running around like chicken with the head cut off!

She is fun that way but I am amazed that she maybe only a year and a half, she behaves BETTER than a 4 year old...

Most of all, I am still amazed at her for what she did when I went to meet them at KLIA when they last came. She was holding hands with my sister and my Dad but when she saw me, she let go of their hands and ran towards me with her arms wide open.

The first thing I said was, "Sayang Athena, sayang Athena" and what did she do? She kissed me on the cheeks!

Athena, to me, is amazing in many ways. Some people might think I am being biased or just exaggerating because she is my niece, I am not. She is just Athena. She NEVER fail to amuse me with the crazy little thing she does. LIKE, when she sees me on my laptop and she will start pointing at the webcam. Yes. She, just like my younger sister, likes to camwhore!

LOL.

I could go on but my brain is lagging as I type this. Haha.

Good night.

No Use For a Blog Title

I seriously don't know what to blog about but I want that yellow (American Shorthair) kitten I saw that day.

Also, today, I found out that I will be getting more new housemates. I hope they are as crazy as Lai Yee and I. Vince will be coming back in April.

It was nice yesterday but today, its been a bitch. It is damn hot. I wished it would rain more. But according to Lai Yee this morning, it rained at midnight. I was already dead to the world since I couldn't go online. It was just too slow. It pisses me off.

Meh!

Epic Mr. Tan Meng Yoe Quotes

"Anybody can be Akon; just keep smacking it."

Haha. Yes, my lecturer actually said that in class today. That man is awesome. Some people might not like him though because he can get really frank and sarcastic but people like those just need more than a dose of sense of humour.

I'm Hating It

I hate to get DIARRHEA!

IT SUCKS.

*sighs* I feel like vomiting everything I ate today!

On the happier side, I wished Bookstore Xcess has the book I want instead of the books I want to burn!

Why can't kids these days read real stuff... or if they want fantasy, they read things by Neil Gaiman... Things that DO NOT promote necrophilia or paedophilia.

I think I need to stop. My eyes are getting too heavy and I am still feeling sick. Argh. Hope I will be well by tomorrow.

You'll Never Walk Alone

"It's easy to support a team when in glory but to support a team when in struggle; it shows your character. "

Yes. We Kopites live by that.

In life, you win a little and you lose a little. I noticed, SOME people support a team because they are always winning. They don't always lose but when they start losing, they boycott that particular team to support the winning team. I hate that kind of people. They only pick a team who wins.

Life, it is not always about winning and I learnt it the hard way.

That is why I LOYALLY support Liverpool. The KOPITES often come up with quotes like the above. It is okay to lose. When I was in St. Mary's many years ago, when we lost that choral speaking competition, I remember what our principal told us, "It is okay, girls. We lost GRACEFULLY." When I was 16, honestly, I did not embrace the meaning but as I got older, I did. No matter how hard we tried or practised, win or lose, it is a different story. What matters, at least, we tried our best and losing isn't about being a loser forever.

Nevermind, MU fans, go ahead AND CELEBRATE but victory WON'T be yours forever. No doubt you had legacies like Cantona or Beckham. You've got Owen the traitor. Rooney won't last long, not even Ferdinand.

Today, you shall laugh gaily and celebrate like leaping leprachauns. Tomorrow? You might even lose to the worst team. Nothing last forever. Not even victory.

What makes me angry at matches like this, MU fans (especially), when they lose, they accuse luck is on the other teams' side when they didn't play well. When they win, they start prancing around like My Little Ponies telling the other team's supporter that their teams suck.

Yes, I am angry at people like that. It is just ONE MATCH for crying out loud.

Congratulations, MU (to both team and fans). To the fans, don't start bragging in front of me or I might snap at you. I don't deal with bragging people too well.

You'll Never Walk Alone~

Rants

St. Patrick's Day was the worse day ever for me.

FUCK!

Theme Song : Under Pressure

Mm ba ba de

Um bum ba de

Um bu bu bum da de

Pressure pushing down on me

Pressing down on you no man ask for

Under pressure - that burns a building down

Splits a family in two

Puts people on streets

Um ba ba be

Um ba ba be

De day da

Ee day da - that's o.k.

It's the terror of knowing

What this world is about

Watching some good friends

Screaming 'Let me out'

Pray tomorrow - gets me higher

Pressure on people - people on streets

Day day de mm hm

Da da da ba ba

O.k.

Chippin' around - kick my brains around the floor

These are the days it never rains but it pours

Ee do ba be

Ee da ba ba ba

Um bo bo

Be lap

People on streets - ee da de da de

People on streets - ee da de da de da de da

It's the terror of knowing

What this world is about

Watching some good friends

Screaming 'Let me out'

Pray tomorrow - gets me higher high high

Pressure on people - people on streets

Turned away from it all like a blind man

Sat on a fence but it don't work

Keep coming up with love

but it's so slashed and torn

Why - why - why ?

Love love love love love

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking

Can't we give ourselves one more chance

Why can't we give love that one more chance

Why can't we give love give love give love give love

give love give love give love give love give love

'Cause love's such an old fashioned word

And love dares you to care for

The people on the edge of the night

And love dares you to change our way of

Caring about ourselves

This is our last dance

This is ourselves

Under pressure

Under pressure

Pressure

(Under Pressure by Queen feat David Bowie)

I had never. In my life, felt so much pressure. I feel like killing someone. I feel like jumping off the building.

I HATE MY LIFE sometimes.. but, as Queen say, "Inside my heart is breaking, my make up may be flaking but my smile still stays on..."

Really feel like SCREAMING!

Lecturers Of The Year

If I were to rate top three lecturers of IACT, I would sound bias but then this is honesty.

NUMBER 3 : Mr. Tan Meng Yoe

He is our Mass Communication lecturer. He is NOTORIOUS for his Ah Beng jokes and his cynical thoughts about our "neighbour" :) Our class is always noisy when he is teaching. Personally, the one thing I find about Mr. Tan awesome is he reminds me of many people I know back home in Kuching and my elder sister would consider him a good friends because he loves GRAPHIC NOVEL - to be exact, Superman.

EPIC WIN QUOTE: "If I make a joke, and you guys don't laugh, I will deduct 5% from your assignment marks." (OF COURSE HE WAS JOKING!)

* * * * *

NUMBER 2 : Ms. Suhana

She is our Presentation Skills lecturer. Ms. Su, somehow, has a lot of interesting opinion about anything under the sun. She is very interesting. Again, she reminds me of a friend from back home, how happened to be a Sarawakian newspaper editor. She maybe our lecturer, but she is often seen at the mamak with the students. Also, Ms. Su has plenty of epic win quotes but I can't remember all, except, ONE..

EPIC WIN QUOTE: "Are you registered to vote? If you are not, then you trust the government. So, don't complain when the price of petrol going up!"

* * * * *

NUMBER 1 : Mr. Lawrence

Your first impression when he walks into Creative Thinking would be, "Old man. He might be boring." He wouldn't be boring if I put him at number one now, would I? Contrary to how we look at him, Mr. Lawrence is AWESOME. He is very open with us all. He treats us like adults. My sisters would love him if he were to teach them. He, at times, remind me of my Dad.

EPIC WIN QUOTE: "If I'm the second ugliest man in this world, who is the ugliest man? Lim Kok Wing."

* * * * *

I compare my IACT lecturers with my SEGi College lecturers. Oh. My. GOD! BIG DIFFERENCE! I got this cultural shock and it hit me like a heatwave!

When I was in SEGi, I was nothing but miserable. Not only the subjects were dry as overtoasted bread, the lecturer delivered the subject monotonously.

Forget about SUCKS (SEGi University College Kuching, Sarawak)

Anyway, there was something on the roof, I freaked out, I just had to close my window! -_-" Scratching and weird sounds. Now, my room is hot like a sauna room :(

Presentation Skills Today

On the happier side;-

Jason, Jane, Fatihah, Kelvin, Chian and I did a presentation on, "Is Rap Music A Form of Torture?"

It was cool! We enjoyed it.

ALTHOUGH it was kinda last minute when yours truly came late due to stupid chores and was feeling quite sickly this morning.

Next presentation, I will be joining Jared, Syaf, Imran and Joey (who is still on the waiting list). LOL!

Angst

I am in class. Break time now.. Not my usual self at the moment. I was angry since this morning due to SOME PROBLEM CAUSED BY SOMEONE.

IRONICALLY, I am in Creative Thinking classes where we learn about PROBLEM SOLVING. At this moment, I CANNOT even think of solving my problems because the person who I have to brainstorm with just won't accept the fact that life isn't ALWAYS that easy and when I look at ALL OUR PROBLEMS, it is ALWAYS ONE-SIDED. I am being depended on and it is ANNOYING... while the other person is doing practically NOTHING, I get blamed when things don't happen the way that person want me to.

It is pretty much obvious that I am in a bad mood now but then, this is usual for me, I smile it off, pretending NOTHING is wrong with me when deep within me, it is raining.

Hm.

Will blog later when I am feeling happier.

Nyawaku Angol Gila

I need to rant. I do better in my mother tongue. Sorry.

Mood aku nak ngereco. Aku gik sik puas ati ngan orang egh. Kepak dah nyawa aku nak ngerja menatang di kerja aku, sampei pedas asa mataku! Bukan sekadar pedeh jak. Dah lah aku sik puas ati ngan orang YA yang mala jak asa dirik nya bagus glak. Sikpa, aku tok penageh dadah tek nak?! Mok Mak Bapak aku tauk aku pandei nuntum! Sik kdak nya. Kecut jobo nak mokok depan mak, kakak ngan abang nya! Nak anok aku polah jaek. Bagei lah kau sikda jaek. Padah jak ngan semua orang, seluroh dunia skali k? Aku tok maen dadah. AKU CABAR KAU, CHECK DARAH AKU, CHECK KEMEH AKU. ADA SIK SISA DADAH PUKIMAK YA LAM BADAN AKU?

Dolok bukan maen gik nak ngakuk aku best friend kau tapi dah kau palat aku kdak ya glak egh, tiada maaf bagi mu! Aku ingga ngan manusia kdak kau egh. Nangga kesalahan orang laen pandei, nangga kesalahan dirik mpun, membuta babi jak. Nak anok orang munafik, dirik mpun sik nangga dirik mpun lam cermin!

Aku pandei kesian ngan kau dowh. Kau nak mengagong agongkan orang yang sebenarnya sik suka ngan kau. Kau ingat cdak suka ngan kau. Sorry to say, sikda cdak suka ngan kau. Mun sik segal aku, sikda cdak tauk kewujudan kau ya. Bukannya aku nak kakar hal bagus aku tapi realiti nya nak, kau sik patut nangga kesalahan aku sorang. Kau nangga lah kesalahan kau mpun skali.

Nuril was right. Some of my friends are anal! My Kuching friends are the most ANAL group of people! I have some pretty awesome friends but those annoyingly critical about other people other than themselves are getting on my nerves. Owh, those who are full of themselves, I mean. Looking at the flaws of others but their own!

I think I should hit the sacks. Thinking of those people pisses me off!

Taking Easy The Hard Way

FUCKING HELL!

YES, I shall start my blog with that. Why did I say it?

I am kinda annoyed. I decided to do Queen Latifah, not only because I love that woman but I thought she was easy to vector.

I

was

damn

wrong!!!

I was taking the easy path the hard way!

Only good thing is, she is challenging. I like her. I mean, vectorising her. She is challenging. Syafiq taught us the short cut way but I thought, "What if Mr. Low make us do vector as an exam? Better do it the hard way."

I decided to struggle with all these although I could easily cheated BECAUSE practise makes perfect AND I want to PROVE to some hypocrite that he is not as good as he thought he is. I want to prove to him that I work better with computer graphics when he's been going around telling people I suck at Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Illustrator.

At least, I don't go under the wing of Kuku Besi to show off. What is the point of manipulating pictures only without the ability to create pictures and be humble about it? ANYONE could manipulate pictures. I want to CREATE pictures. Manipulation is only an extra. I prefer pictures to be SLIGHTLY manipulated only to enhance the colour and sharpen the image.

What is more important, I want to create.

Anyway, this is past lesson. SOME people always claim that his/her work is ORIGINAL but I learnt (many thanks to Mr. Lawrence, my Creative Thinking lecturer) that there is NO SUCH THING AS ORIGINAL WORK. Somehow, any idea could be improvised from the so-called original idea.

Yes. I am annoyed. The more I see that person showing off via Facebook, it pisses me off.

Anyway, it is DAY 2 since I tackled Queen Latifah and my eyes sting. Bad. I think I should stop. Tomorrow, I got to be in the college before 11. Ugh. The thought of walking for 20 minutes and sweating like a fucking pig when I get there is... UGHH!!

Life's unfair but ... owh well, like how King Lear put it, "I shall be the pattern of all patience."

Who knows, at the end of the day, I benefit. I might lose weight :D

Missing In Action

I will be missing in action for the time being.

SORRRRYYY!!

Vector is killing my brain cells.

Decided to do Q**** L****** :)

Haunted by Boyzone

Today, I went to Ikea with my Mum, sisters and Athena. As we were walking, I heard Ronan's voice singing BETTER. I started giggling and then sang along.

Then they played ANOTHER BOYZONE song. Haha. Most of the time I was there, they played Boyzone songs. Hahah. I LOVE IKEA.

I love Boyzone. Still. Heheh!

A LoL Moment

What is my comment on a Fan Page like that? FAIL. The English sucks. We Sarawakian Lives In City!! Not Jungle People!! Wake Up Peepz!!? I would say, We Sarawakians live in the city. Not in the jungle, people!! Jee. And I think the person who came up with that group is the kind of person who cannot accept sarcasm or be sarcastic because instead of being offended by insults saying we Sarawakians live in the jungle. We should be proud because JUNGLES equal trees. Trees mean OXYGEN. Or, the fact, our buildings are concrete trees.

Jee. Why can't people give it a rest already? Why make a big fuss over we Sarawakians living in the jungle instead of other people not looking at us as a Malaysian state?

My God. WE DO TECHNICALLY LIVE IN THE JUNGLE. CONCRETE JUNGLE, YO!

Idiot!

Cute!

I am sitting at the dining table looking at Odd Duckie updating her blog. That little duckie was supposed to take a nap but she ended up on the computer. Haha!

So cute.

Oh, Mad Max is on HBO. LOL.

Today

I went up to the airport to fetch my parents, sister and Athena. As predicted, Zaimi arrived there 3o minutes before they arrived! I went to Burger King to get my sister's Mozzarella Sticks then went to the arrival hall to wait again. I stood under the TV until the flight from Kuching landed.

Then I saw this man walking towards the conveyer belt and in my mind, "Is that Kipli?" And I looked hard and saw a familiar PINK Trunkie. ATHENA'S TRUNKIE!

I waited until I saw a woman carrying this heavily haired baby. ATHENA! Then I saw Nuril and I put my arms out to wave at them. Then they walked towards to where I was at. Athena was in between Nuril and my Dad and I stood in the middle of the door and I heard my Dad said, "There your Ibu Jaja."

Athena saw me, let go of my sister's and Dad's hand and ran towards me with her arms wide open! I just had to carry her.

Anyway, I will blog later. Kinda distracted by YouTube and Facebook.

STREAMYX!!!!!!!!

My Dad

My Dad can be quite paranoid sometimes. This morning, he called twice but I didn't answer because I was still dead on my bed. When I called back, he said, "Nong, I will have Zaimi pick you up at 3.30 today."

I sat on my bed. Kept quiet for a while and then said, "Okay."

Then it came to my mind that their flight is at around 4 pm. They will only arrive at 6.

Hahah. Then, my Mum calls me up saying, "Zaimi will pick you up at 4."

I was like, "Yes, Mummy."

Then in the afternoon, I called my elder sister. When I told her about the conversation with my parents, SHE LAUGHED and said, "We leave Kuching at 4!"

My parents are, the perfect example of paranoia... How? If they are to catch a flight at 4 pm, the will be at the airport by 2.30 pm. Considering my Dad believes in better be safe than sorry and he is not the type to be at the last minute where time is concerned. When he has all the time in the world, then he goes all random. That is my Dad. Punctual but random all at the same time.

That is why, honestly, my sisters and I tend to enjoy when my Dad is around. We always get random things like, "Come, let's go out." And by the time we are all on the road, he turns around and ask us, "Where are we going again?"

Haha. The other thing about my Dad is when he is pulling our legs he always looks serious and when we don't laugh due to overblurness, he will ask, "Why you people not laughing?" And when he is talking serious he always look like he is joking around and when we laugh he will give us weird looks.

My elder sister always fall victim to this tactic of his.

Looking forward to fetching them all up at the airport later. I think I should go. I need to pack the Duckie's stuff to bring to Mont Kiara. -__-"

Pathetic Snow Whites

Dedicated to Ompuan Gedik

You Are The Perfect Example of Snow White because You Are Pathetic.

Word.

An Angry Post For Idiots From My State

Aku heran ngan kitak orang egh. Barang kdak ya mok di kontroversi kitak orang tapi benda laen kitak orang sik maok. Bila cdak Semenanjung anok kita, kitak orang sik terpikir kah? Maybe, orang Sarawak di maksud orang Melaya ya tek ada polah benda jaek? Jadi mun benda jaek di polah orang Sarawak ya tek (kdak kes Hani Tarmizi ya) kitak orang nak sapot juak lah?

Hoiy, jangan jadi bodow lah. Sebelom kitak orang sapot, SIASAT dolok. Kitak orang pun pernah datang moha nak? Time moha, utak kitak orang gerenti sik pikir hal perasaan orang laen!

Jangan alu nak padah cdak Melaya tok jaek semua. Aku banyak kawan Melaya egh and bila ku kakar pasal Sarawak egh, sikda cdak hina Sarawak. Tok nyuroh aku terpikir yang kitak orang jak yang suka polah crita. Cdak Melaya yang sik tauk glak hal Sarawak are fascinated by Sarawak. Pahal SIK PERNAH ku dengar kitak orang kakar bagus hal orang Melaya sedangkan cdak INGIN nak tauk. ONLY YANG RASA DIRIK EDUCATED TAPI SIK EDUCATED, YANG TERLALU LOBA AND SOMBONG jak yang salu anok cdak. Pahal orang sik berutak ya nak di gasak kitak orang juak ka?? Kitak orang tok, segal orang sik berutak, kitak orang nak berbunoh? This gives me the impression yang kitak orang tok SIK BERUTAK juak!

It is up to them on what they want to say! MULUT CDAK. Cdak nak anok kita, sikpa. Jangan kita alu nak respon jaek juak bah. Cdak yang sik sedar dirik! Jangan benda nok sik senonoh juak, just because orang yang cdak anok ya Sarawakian, kitak orang nak sapot. Bodow kitak orang nak?

Benda nok latest ya, this guy in Shah Alam (UiTM) hina orang Sarawak sik pandei makei tudonk. Nya anok kita, tapi kita dapat anok jantan ya balit, gnei? Sik nya sedar kah? UiTM Shah Alam ya banyak kes ompuan Melayu polah hal? So?

Instead of demanding for an apology, bagus kitak orang approach nya to CERMINKAN dirik nya dolok! OMPUAN MELAYU CDAK NYA DOLOK. Terit jak bertudonk, tapi dibah ya terbelak! Jangan alu nak demand cdak mintak maaf.

Jangan jadi bodow kdak cdak bah! Cdak sik tauk ujonk dirik cdak mpun. Gasak jak bah. Boh alu nak moha ndak tentu pasal. Dudi ari klak, cdak padah kita tok support sondal Sarawak. Mok kitak orang? Mun aku, MALU muka aku. Maybe ya di maok kitak orang. Next time, kitak orang SIASAT dolok kenak cdak anok gya. Sik semestinya orang di anok cdak ya orang Sarawak, kitak orang nak support orang Sarawak ya waima nya salah. Jadi mun ompuan Sarawak merampas laki ompuan Melaya ya tek, ompuan Melaya ya hina that girl, kitak orang nak support si perampas laki orang juak? Sedangkan ada duak pihak nak di salahkan? The SARAWAKIAN GIRL and the other girl's husband?

Paham erti logik sik?

Aku sik maok egh, kdonk aku di KL tok, segal aku orang Sarawak, aku di intey orang Melaya ndak tentu pasal or di cop perampas laki orang or sondal jalanan. Aku sik maok. Jangan gara-gara kitak orang sik siasat al-kisah sebenar benarnya, kita yang sikda kdak orang di maksud cdak ya, susah nak idup.

Pikir ya jak bah! Isk.

Respect Is No Longer On Their Dictionary

I logged into my Facebook only get angry with an inbox message. I wasn't angry at what was written but I was angry at the person spreading it.

As usual, that message was about a West Malaysian Malay guy talking bad about the Malays in Sarawak. Why can't our Sarawakians just stop making noise about these. Is this their way of hitting at the West Malaysians? No doubt. We are not perfect but had these idiots in Sarawak forget that THEY, TOO, had talked bad about the West Malaysians? Did the West Malaysians make an issue out of it?

Our Sarawakians are too mindless already. They expect respect from others but they are the ones who don't seem to respect other people..

I'd like to rant further but time isn't on my side... I am being neutral. I don't support either sides though I am hardcore Sarawakian. How do I show my hardcore-ness? By being PATRIOTIC. By LOVING my state and the culture NOT by sticking up for other Sarawakians WHO MIGHT HAVE DONE WRONG.

Idiots! ARGH!

Shano : What's Underneath

Today, I handed up a 100 word essay (which KILLED me because I suck at writing SHORT essays!) for Mr. Lawrence to read in Creative Thinking class.

Here is a longer (and truthful) definition about me.

Hi, I am Shano Jay. I was born on March 4th 1984 at 9 am. I am 5 feet 5 inches and a bit on the chubby side.

People's first impression about me will always be, "She is a bubbly girl." or "Jaja is so happy-go-lucky!". Well, that is on the outside. What is written on the inside, they don't know. What is Jaja powered with... what is really in Jaja's mind... no one knows but myself. So, I shall reveal.

I may be a chatterbox on the outside, there is a reason why I chitter chatter non-stop. To avoid the real darkness that lurk within me. I admit, I am very emotional but when bitterness start sucking into me. That emo-ness will turn to hatred and I don't handle hatred or grudges nicely.

I am not exactly the right person to mess with considering with all the backup I have. I am not as nice as I try to be. Try messing with me like how M did. I have many people willing to pounce on him just to kill him but with me trying my best to keep things clean, I tell them, I am giving him a chance until a certain date. What will happen if I don't get what I want by that date? A war. I will make sure I hunt him down to the wormhole.. I don't let go easily. I hold grudges. Once I start hating, I won't stop. I will make sure his life is miserable enough for him to bear. I don't care. I am, after all, how my Father put it, very UnIslamic. I don't forgive and forget easily. I don't let go easily. Once you bruise my heart or leave a scar on my heart, that will be the end of it. Love will turn to hate. Hate will turn into vengeance.

I also believe in karma. I won't take things into action because I know what goes around, comes around. I have seen karma happen before my eyes. I have seen many things people don't expect me to see. I have seen it all to make me understand why people can screw their lives so badly. I have seen them suffered. I laughed. I cried. Watching all that.

Not everyone know what I am capable of when I am angry or upset about something. How I tend to hurt myself in order to avoid hurting other people. I throw tantrums easily when provoked. Quite honestly, I had even beaten up someone because of anger... And beaten up someone in order to defend myself from being abused by someone I thought who would take care of me.

I don't open up easily. People think I do but I don't. It takes time for me to open up. Why do you think my poems are often so angsty or so dark? That is how I express my feelings.

Yet. Want to know a secret? Want to make me hate you more and find ways to kill you silently and slowly? Try messing with my parents or sisters or close friends... that is the best way to start... I know where to get my backup. I know where to go. Or what to do.

I may look helpless but don't think that I am. I am not.

Coming to KL is a new breath for me. I am happy here at least when those RUBBISH in Kuching sms me asking about stuff, I can easily tell them, "I don't know. Okay go away now, I am busy and have no fucking time to fucking entertain you." without any further arguments.

The only friends I have left in Kuching are my BFFs, Della and Astley, Akim and Bob. Other than that, they aren't friends but wolves under sheep's skin.

I will have to stop now. Eyes getting heavy.

More later.

Pessimistic View Of Love

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life ... You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostage. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you- and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

[The Sandman]

It is true.

That is the way love is now. You let someone into your heart, he breaks your heart. POOF! You hate love.

I was that way once upon a time. Honestly, I was until I met Akim.

Only then, I believed in second chances.

Making Fun of Death?

I don't know but I realised, when I make fun of a certain artist, that artist falls dead!

It all started with Michael Jackson. Bob and I were at Akim's house and we were making fun of the moonwalk. Few days later, Michael Jackson died.

When I got the news, I called Bob up and said, "Oh my God. Bob! Michael Jackson died!" And Bob was like, "Shit. We were just making fun of the dude!"

After that, I didn't bother.

Until after this happened.

Juliana and I were making fun of Stephen Gately of Boyzone... and though I loved him, I had always accepted the fact that when he sings, he tends to sound a wee bit girly and, like how my Mum says, he sings through his nose.

Days later, he died in Majorca. I was shocked. If it was me 10 years ago, I'd be crying my eyeballs out. Now, I am older. I was shocked.

Then it hit me, everytime I make fun of an artist with a good/best friend, that artist dies. I would think it is coincidence but then, if once, maybe but twice? It was like as if I had predicted their death WITHOUT REALISING it.

Not going to think of it. I don't think I want to make fun of any artist anymore.. LOL

Suddenly...

I have this urge to write a story.

But, bloody hell, I do not know WHERE to bloody start! -_-"

Mass Communication

If it is one thing I learnt from Mass Communication classes is the World Is Getting Smaller.

I just found out one of my friend is in a relationship with another friend and I don't think these two know that I know one another! XD

LONG STORY!

Ramblings

I posted a news about two druggies being detained by the police on my Facebook. And I LOVED the news and Juliana asked what is so special about the news.

My answer is simple. I hate drug addicts who won't quit. Regardless what their race or creed is. I just hate them. If they are caught for the first time, I'll send them to a rehab and then after a year or two, release them. Then, if they are caught for the second time, given to me, I'd break their arms and leave them in a cell. I am being merciless.

I don't care. Why? Because they are a hindrance to the community. They are a pest. They are a bother! They are BAD INFLUENCE.

I know someone who bothers the living daylights out of Akim's life - just because Akim know where to get stupid stuff like those and was an addict (now if he does drugs, I won't hesitate to leave him!). Personally, for me, it looks like he is trying to instigate Akim into doing it. Again. OH MY GOD. His girlfriend, who is a religious man's daughter now takes drugs, too. WHAT THE FUCK?

My good friend is also a druggie but he doesn't bother Akim the way this particular idiot does but my friend, I advice him to stop and he is slowly stopping. Thank God and he doesn't instigate or push Akim to do drugs the way the other idiot does.

Jeeeeez. I don't know what else to say except, I HATE THEM WHO WON'T STOP CAUSING PEOPLE'S LIFE HELL!

Nuril

I was kinda shocked when I saw her blog and her being the 100th follower of Eda Cupcakes.

Will blog later. Hungry. ARGH!

Migration?

Why are most people migrating to Wordpress?

*sighs*

This morning, I woke up feeling extra tired. I hate my room for one reason, it is so bloody bright. It's got its advantage but when I want to sleep in, it is impossible!

More later. Still debating with self whether or not to carry my laptop all the way to Jaya One :(

Bimbo-Much!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

CLICK HERE AND SEE WHY I THINK SOME KIDS NOWADAYS CAN BE QUITE DUMB! XD

That look like something that OMPUAN GEDIK would say. HAHAHA!

A dumb blonde statement!

You know, that OMPUAN GEDIK is older than the friends I have now and the friends I have now are more intelligent than her. Actually, they are smart people! Nuril is YOUNGER than her and Nuril is wayyy smarter than her.

Jeez... When I think back of all the questions she asked me once upon a time, they were all common sense questions... She is such a bimbo! She depends on people to help her do things. She is a spoilt brat. Others may claim to be spoilt brats, like my own sister... but Nuril is a tough girl. She can stand up for her own rights. Nuril can kick ass. (NURIL, I am not buttering you up. It is TRUE - in case you are wondering who I am talking about, I will tell you once I see you on Friday and you know her! You were annoyed with her at one point!)

I got to go now. Eyes. Getting. HEAVYYYYY!

Song.

I didn't like this song because of Glee. I had liked this song when I first heard Lea Salonga singing it.

On My Own

(Les Miserable OST)

And now I'm all alone again,

nowhere to turn, no one to go to.

Without a home, without a friend...

without a face to say hello to,

but now the night is near and I can make believe

he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night.

when everybody else is sleeping..

I think of him and I'm happy with the company I'm keeping,

the city goes to bed and I can live inside my head.

On my own pretending he's beside me,

all alone I walk with him till morning,

without him I feel his arms around me

and when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me.

In the rain the pavement shines like silver,

all the lights are misty in the river,

in the darkness the trees are full of starlight...

and all I see is him and me forever and forever.

And I know it's only in my mind,

that I'm talking to myself and not to him.

And altough I know that he is blind,

still I say, there's a way for us.

I love him!

But when the night is over,

he's is gone, the river's just a river.

Without him the world around me changes,

the trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him!

But every day I'm learning,

all my life I've only been pretending.

Without me his world would go on turning,

a world that's full of happiness that I have never known.

I love him...I love him...I love him,

but only on my own!

This happened to be a tragic musical. A musical about the French Revolution. I need to download the whole album on Thursday night when I go home to Mont Kiara!

Dumb Blonde Joke

One day a big group of blondes met in New York to show the world that blondes aren't dumb.

They begged: "Ask any of us any question, and we will show you that we're not dumb."

The group caught the attention of a passer by, who volunteered to ask them some questions. He climbed up on a car and randomly picked a blonde out of the crowd.

She got up on the car too and the man asked: "What is the first month of the year?"

The blonde responded: "November?"

"Nope," said the man.

At this point the crowd began to chant, "Give her another chance, give her another chance."

So the man asked: "What is the capital of the U.S.A ?"

The blonde responded: "Paris?"

So the crowd began chanting again: "Give her another chance, give her another chance."

The man said: "Okay, but this is the last one. What is one plus one?"

The blonde replied: "Two?"

“Give her another chance, Give her another chance." screamed the crowd.

Review To English Communication 303 Assignment

The big individual assignment has these topics..

COMPARISON ESSAYS

1. Traveling To Two Cities/Country

2. Alike, Yet Different - comparing the book and the movie

OR

PROCESS ESSAY

3. "How To..." (own topic, with approval by the lecturer)

I don't know which to do.

The first one would be easy for me because I've traveled from Istanbul (Turkey) to Rome (Italy). Rome to Paris. New York to Washington DC. Beijing to Xi'an.

The second one is more challenging and I have many opinions about comparing book and movie. If I do this one, I'd compare my favourite book and movie of all time - To Kill A Mockingbird.

"How To..." sounds corny. I do not like it that much. Haha!

Decisions must be made soon but my heart is set on Alike, Yet Different because I always find the book better than the movie since it is more detailed and has more information.

OH. MY. GOD! MY SELF-DEFINITION IN 100 WORDS IS NOT DONE YET!

I will have to 'fry' that one but it is about myself. So, it shouldn't be too much of a problem. Got to go now. More later!

"It's 1.45"

COUNTING DOWN.

TOMORROW IS WEDNESDAY!

2 DAYS TO STREAMYX.

(though for the weekend only)

DAY AFTER TOMORROW MEANS AWESOME INTERNET ACCESS.

STREAMYX!!!!!!

CELCOM IS A PAIN IN THE ARSE!

Really.

I am beginning to hate Celcom more than I ever did.

Liars! Fast connection? TOTAL BULLSHIT!

News From Back Home

A great advise to men or boys with drinking problems, who will eventually get married.. Stop now or else! XD

Woman Torched Own House Down.

Looks like Kampung Lintang area... Or.. Tupong.

Prior to that, the woman packed a few things from the house and with two kittens went to her neighbour’s house to ask her to keep her things safe.

CUTE!

Awesome news though.

Next one is sickening!

Newborn Found Dead In Stutong Market Drain.

That is a case of literally fucking around and getting pregnant and then don't want to be responsible! I hope. The mother of the baby, in the future, when desperately in need of getting pregnant won't be able to get pregnant until the day she die!

But the slut was caught the next day! I had to use slut because she is. She can ONLY DO but doesn't want to be responsible for her own doing and baby! SLUT! If I were the policewoman who caught her, I'd slap her. She deserve it. Seriously. That slut deserve it! The picture of the baby breaks my heart. What did the baby do to be thrown away? It was not her fault... it was her stupid parent's fault. I wish I could slap that slut. Seriously.

Alot of interesting news in Kuching which I didn't know about when I was there. Haha!

Another suicide at the Kuching Civic Centre. The suicide case at STA building remains a mystery, yet more suicide cases here. The weird thing is, in Kuching, men are the ones committing suicide and my guess, like all the other men committing suicide in Kuching are all due to borrowing money from loan sharks.

This is funny. In a way.

Burglar Caught Sleeping On The Job. Haha!

Jee. Crime rate in Kuching is increasing.

NURIL: IF YOU ARE READING THIS, YOU SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE CIVIC CENTRE ON THE 25TH! Then you can strike on of your THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU TURN 20 off the list - to see a dead body...

Hm. Well. I think I will stop for the time being.

Random Deliria

Today is International Women's Day AND Boyzone's new album release.

I WANT! I WANT! Hmm.

Currently, I am so angry at the SNAILCOM NARROWBAND connection. I can't seem to go in any other sites. There is NO guarantee that this post would be published or the pictures taken today would be posted tonight.

ARGH! THE CONNECTION IS SO BLOODY SLOW! It will only be fast after midnight and by then, I will be the one lagging!

That is the problem with sharing an IP number... it is WORSE than being at a crowded WiFi zone! Although a WiFi zone shares IP number, they are NOT as slow as SNAILCOM NARROWBAND!

I am going off for the time being. I am currently tempted to throw my broadband modem out of the window!

I hate hiccups -__-"

International Women's Day

Today is International Women's Day.

So, girls, don't act like a bimbo and too dependent on guys. You can fight for your rights. You can be like all those awesome women in the past like Eleanor Roosevelt, Mother Theresa and so much more.

Have a good one, ladies :)

Wonder If...

My Mum had already renewed my driver's license? -_-"

Expiring in 12 days..

Meh. It's already 9 years since I've had a driver's license... *sighs*

I suddenly crave for Dominos Pizza. HAHA! Bloody hell. Wonder if they deliver to my place. LOL! Just kidding.

♥ Odd Duckie ♥

Odd Duckie updated her blog again.

I think it is her Aunty Parrot who is looking forward to going to KL :) They will be bringing more of my stuff over AND Nuril promised me CUPCAKES! ♥

CANNOT WAIT. Hence the countdown clock thingy ticking on the top of my blog underneath my blog title :)

Ompuan Gedik

This post will be mixed with English and Bahasa Sarawak.

OH MY GOD! Dah gedik, gedik gila babi juak ompuan ya. Nak padah sondal, sik dapat segal nya lom gk gi tempat jijik kdak tempat clubbing di Kuching ya tapi in the making lah ompuan ya. Ingin gi tempat clubbing indah. Apa bagus glak gi tempat kotor gya? Nang nak masok mulut rimo. Sik sayang ngan nama bapak nya kah? Ya rabi egh. Aku makin ari, makin ku ingga ngan mbiak kecik ya egh. Dolok, aku sikda rasa bencik ngan nya sampei nya nyakit ati kawan rapat aku. Kira brother aku juak. Nya mileh orang laki yang kaya and ada status yang almost sama ngan nya padahal brother aku tok nang sanggup polah apa-apa demi nya... As a group, nang kamek orang sanggup nyaga nya tapi ada nya appreciate kerjasama kamek orang? SIK. ADA. Shiohbih egh. Sakit ati aku aiegh. Bebenar aku asa bencik, meluwat, ingga ngan ompuan ya!

Ngarap muka jak kacak, tapi... prangei - kalah sondal di Jalan Petanak! Aku rasa, sondal rah Petanak ya sik kdak nya tapi oleh kerana cdak nak carik duit, terpaksa polah keja gya. Ompuan tok, parents kaya, ada status gk.

What makes me so pissed off sampei kdak tok? Tok jawapan aku:- ada gk kawan baet aku nak di jadikan mangsa menyondal nya. Ku tauk, kawan ku sorang tok hensem... Dah baet, sik pandei nak jaek orang and when nya found out aku kenal orang laki tok tek, nya polah as if nya sorang jak leh kenal ngan orang laki ya. Aok, aku tok kenja kdak kau lah? -_-" Aku dah lamak berkawan ngan nya. Dah masok 3 taun aku berkawan ngan nya. Nak eksen. Shiohbih egh. Nang shock aku. Ari tok tek, bukak ku Facebook, nya kakar ngan kawan aku ya as if nya bergerek ngan orang laki ya.

Aku bukan nya jeles tapi aku sakit ati. Nya nektok dah single. JANGAN KAWAN AKU LAGIK jadi mangsa ompuan ya! Dolok putus ngan brother aku segal orang laki kaya ya. Then, time bergerek ngan orang laki ya, ada jak dilemma nya ngan orang laki ya. Tok dah putus. Jangan lah kawan aku sorang tok jadi mangsa nya.

The other day, orang laki ya ada padah ngan aku duak Akim and he was shocked why suddenly she added him on Facebook and talk to him as if nya duak kawan lamak, padahal tek, kawan ku tok tek sik tauk sapa ompuan ya exactly. Nei ndak aku shock. Warning jak ngan mbiak ya to be careful and his answer was EPIC :) "Sikpa, mbiak kecik ya." Nei ndak perey Akim di gasak nya. I think that day, Akim, Serena and I went to Spring. Abis runtoh bangunan Spring di gasak Akim. I was so tempted to jump into the fitting room with Serena and we were in Ms. Read.

Jee.. Dasar ompuan bok temu dunia. Aku dolok, idup pun kenak control orang tua aku... sik juak aku jadi gedik sampei gya skali. Also, patut pun Nuril ingga ngan nya... Psst, dah ompuan ya asa Paris Hilton ya best. HELLO. PARIS HILTON YA ABISAN TROK MANUSIA NAK DI JADIKAN ROLE MODEL! Nya pernah padah ngan aku nya ingin jadi Paris Hilton. What was on my mind? "Bimbo-much". Hahaha!

Oh. God. I can't wait to tell Hamster Akim about this. He will either laugh or contact my friend concerned. Akim is like that. He tends to get very concerned over those close to him.

To those who didn't understand what I was talking about, if you know me personally, you know how or where to contact me. Otherwise? All the best figuring out ;)

WAIT! WOW! My first full stretch Bahasa Sarawak post! I rant better and 'nicer' in Bahasa Sarawak. If I were verbal, people tend to think, I might be talking in jibberish. HAHA! Because I speak very fast when I am conversing in Bahasa Sarawak... correction, expressing my annoyance in Bahasa Sarawak :)

"It's 10.45..."

Announced by my Mac. Yes. I actually activate the time informer thing because this house in Petaling Jaya HAD NO CLOCK until a few days ago when Lai Yee and I went to Ikea and got ourselves a clock and guess how much was it? :)

This was when it wasn't working. Yet.

RM3.30. ONLY. I just had to scribble the sides. I might want to scribble some more. Just not feeling the scribbling vibe just yet.

I was debating with myself half an hour ago about McDonald's McDelivery... I was craving for Big Breakfast and the Hot Cakes but I took in consideration that maybe on Friday morning, I might have the chance to go there since I will be going home to Mont Kiara on Thursday evening.

Then, perhaps, I could just walk to MM Cafe (which is just 5 minutes away from my apartment) and then head to Milky Way to get munchies.

I cannot wait to go home to Mont Kiara. I don't have to feel this bored. As long as the weekend roll by, I find myself in a situation of boredom. I want to go out but I don't know where or with who. Or how, even.

Owh well, with the unpredictable weather, I might as well stay at home. I want to be safe than sorry.

Ungodly Hour Ramblings

I am feeling nocturnal tonight. I can't sleep. I am feeling sleepy but I just can't sleep. Thought it rained earlier, it is feeling very warm.

I have this urge to eat something but I just can't place on what I want to eat... I suddenly feel like eating McDonald's Big Breakfast. Damn. Maybe, I will just go to MM Cafe for lunch... I think. I seriously don't feel like going anywhere tomorrow. Maybe I will just stay at home and rot and do some reading.

I could also go to Milky Way to get munchies for me to munch on. I don't know. I am just feeling. LAZY. Bloody hell.

.......

Birthday Pictures

I wanted to post it on but Celcom Broadband was being a bitch, so I couldn't do anything about it. Since the connection is okay now, I will post it on.

Not many pictures but better a few than none, right? :)

The awesome cupcakes from Wondermilk.

(NOTE: The one with the peanut butter frosting is super duper AWESOME!)

The Stitch Clement gave me.. Aww *hugs*

(Clement is our "Ketua Kampung" and he is fun to have in the class)

The picture Jason Kuek drew and signed by the others.

(Jason is the oldest person in our class and VERY VERY artistic)

These are all the pictures of the things I got on that day. Sorry to Daniel for not posting in the Kinder Bueno White because I was munching on it when I was walking home that day! I was hungry. I can't help it.

Of all my life as a student, IACT 201001 are the best classmates I've ever have. They are fun people to be with... ALWAYS full of surprises :)

Stopping now.

OWH OWH... Nuril made this for me this evening. Hehe. SO CUTE!

HEHEHEH!! I am going Stitch crazy again! I have to look for that shop in 1 Utama!

Next Week

COME QUICK.

On the 11th means fast Internet and a night with my Dad. The next day is the ONE day I look forward to. The Princess and her entourage will be coming..

I like to see her going around like a mad little chicken.

COME QUICK. COME QUICK. COME QUICK.

But..

End slowly...

What I Got In My Twitter Today

Yeah, Serena. I promised a blog post but I can only give FOUR because both are the only bands I love most!

4. Linkin Park

3. Within Temptation

2. Queen

1. Boyzone

I could only think of four because these are the only bands I have full albums of.

And the fact that the brotherhood BOYZONE had taught me makes me love them and not ashamed to admit that I love them even though the member I love most WAS gay and dead..

Hm. Will blog later.

Thoughts and Other Thoughts

I just remembered that I have a Creative Thinking assignment to be done.

Question is:-

How Do I Define Myself In 100 Words?

I did write a poem about myself once but I just cannot remember where I kept that document. It was called the INCURABLE CHATTERBOX. Except, now, I am not much of a chatterbox. I tend to box my real emotions inside. I only get chatty when I feel like it. When I have the mood to talk almost non-stop.

I have a few friends (who are either slightly older or much younger than me) who are so in love with politics and tends to show off that they are. I hate it. Come on. Why show off that you are a politician's kid? Jee. I am not saying anyone in particular but I cannot stand to see Sarawakian politician kids who tends to SHOW OFF their involvement in politics OR the fact that their parents are politicians!

Jee..

Hmm, will have to go now. Stomach hurts. Bad :(

My Sister Has A Death Wish

She had to call Akim a hamster!

CLICK HERE.

Owh, she makes the meanest cupcakes ever. Her cupcakes are not too sweet that is why I like it.

CELCOM IS BEING A PAIN IN THE NECK AGAIN! DAMN. As long as it is THIS hour, it is bound to happen! Bloody hell!

Highness!

HIGHNESS as in being HIGH. Haha.

I went to Just Heavenly and I fulfilled my curiousity. I tried Death by Chocolate. OH. MY. GOD. NURIL WOULD LOVE IT!

Death by Chocolate is (LITERALLY) Just Heavenly!

It took me 2 hours to completely finish mine. Seriously. When you put it into your mouth. It is so bloody sweet but when you swallow it, JUST NOICE *with Irish accents*

Being Corny

I am being corny. I was watching Titanic last night and I have to conclude that Titanic is the most romantic disaster movie besides Armageddon... You have to admit that.

I honestly LOVE the ending of the movie when Rose died. She went back to the Titanic and ALL THE GOOD GUYS who went down with the ship waited for her.

The ending is metaphorically beautiful.

I got to go now, I need to go food hunting. *sighs*

Plus, KL was HOT last night. Even with the windows opened, it was HOT!

New Found Love

The annoying Pen Tool in Adobe Illustrator CS4.

Yes. I am in love with the PEN TOOL now. Practise makes perfect.

TODAY :)

What happened exactly:-

At around 11.45 am, I arrived Jaya One with the intention to look for food. I was in that I-Don't-Know-What-To-Eat mood, so I wasted at least 15 minutes. Lastly, I got fed up of looking around for food, I went straight to the class. I sat under the air con since I was sweating buckets. I was dreaming - it was no joke walking under the hot sun for 20 minutes and I was wearing black, too. Joey came in saying, "I was looking for you and here you are!" And I grinned since I was still feeling exhausted. Then Jane and Jeen went out again, in a hurry... Normally, I would ask where they were going but I was just feeling tired so I relaxed under the air cond. Classmates started coming in. Some wished me and I said thanks, though tired. Then, as I was about to put my head against the wall, a group of people came in singing Happy Birthday! I was like, with mouth wide open!

At that moment, I wanted to burst into tears but I was... trying hard to hide it. I was more shocked at the fact that JANE AND JEEN WENT TO WONDERMILK! I wanted to cry. I wasn't upset just overly happy but I was feeling like I lacked energy since the night before I slept late but I woke up early.

Then Daniel walked in and announced he was going to supply our class' drugs and he put a Bueno White in front of me and said happy birthday. Again, I had my mouth wide opened (though not literally).

Right after, I saw a paper with Stitch and signatures around him put in front of me. Jeen and Jane hugged me and wished me and told me it was drawn by Jason. Deep within me, I was going, "OH... MY. GOD!" I was getting emo in a good way. I was happy.

After class, I was running around like chicken with the head cut off because I WAS HUNGRY! Then I walked into Clement. Then he said he was going to give me his Stitch... AGAIN, I was shocked. I was going, "ARE YOU SERIOUS??" And he insisted I have his Stitch and I have to keep it properly. I promised. STITCH!

I want to put pictures in BUT my Internet connection is so screwed! :( It is taking me more than 5 minutes to load one page.

On the happier side, I will be going home to Mont Kiara next week since THE PRINCESS AND HER ENTOURAGE will be coming :)

Athena, Ibu Jaja miss you and please talk instead of AH-ing into the phone~