I MOVED

I moved to

No Use For A Wordpress Name

It might be temporary.

It might be permanent.

As long as BLOGGER has problems, I will be there.

Library In IACT

I hate it here.

Don't get me wrong. I love IACT but I just hate some of the people using the library. I understand that the library has this "allowed to talk or do discussion" rule but don't misuse the priority.

If that Indian boy were around, I hate it more here. He behaves as if he owns the fucking library. He is so noisy it annoys the living Hell out of me!

More later. I am getting airy. Hungry more likely.

This English Speaking Sarawakian's Rant

In life, things happen. Most of them have reasons - pleasant or unpleasant. I may only be 26 years old but I think I can dare say that I've seen how the world truly work. I loved it as much as I hated it.

All my years, I've been rejected and condemned thus leading the need to fit in. Some of the reasons might be because I wasn't MALAY enough and because I spoke a lot of English. Truth is, people criticized me for that! And look where I've been with my ability to speak in English. I can't help it if my parents speak English at home. It is good. Actually, that is the best thing about being in my family. We all speak English. Going overseas OR interacting with Caucasians won't be a problem. Before I forget, I have CAUCASIAN relatives - most of them are in Norway and Australia.

When I was a little bit younger, I was offended by it but now that I am older, I understand one thing. People who've criticized me are secretly jealous of my ability and the fact that my family does not consist on Malaysian races and creeds but we have Portuguese blood flowing in our veins. I have Norwegian cousins. Of course I need to know how to speak good English!

I was once criticized for speaking English because my Bahasa Sarawak wasn't that good. So what? Admit it if you are jealous. Years ago, I was told that if I had continued to call my mum - Mummy instead of mak, both of us would go to Hell. So, is it possible that the most Islamic man and his mother in America would also go to Hell because he didn't call his mother, mak?

So what if I don't speak good Sarawakian, at least I can communicate with ANYONE in the world. I won't have to make myself look stupid in front of foreigners.

I have always thought that Sarawakians are the best English speakers in the whole of Malaysia but with conservative people like THEM, we are NOT the best. There are still some narrow-minded people there in Sarawak.

If your argument is because the English colonized us (hence the Rajah Brooke reign), why are you listening to all those stupid songs on the mainstream radio or watching foreign movies in the cineplexes OR adopting the Western culture?

Hello? Heard of GLOBALIZATION? Yeah, without it, we would be forever be BACKWARDS. I wonder if you know the meaning of GLOBALIZATION. It is a big word but not too big nowadays because more and more people are able to speak GOOD English.

Some people don't think when they yap. Seriously. I would think that they've put their brains in their butts and cover their butts with a metal underwear. People like them will NEVER go far. Seriously.

I may speak BETTER English than Bahasa Sarawak but that does not make me a non-Sarawakian! At least, I can prove to people that I am an educated Sarawakian who is exposed with the GLOBALIZATION around me!

"Napa padah kau ya, ndak alah-alah speaking!" I HATE that sentence.

Look, if you are jealous. Say so. Don't criticize. The bigger fool would be you when a foreigner come up to you and ask you for directions and all you can say is YES NO YES NO or make a big fool out of yourself! Before you talk about other people's ability to speak GOOD ENGLISH, think about the things you like... the WESTERN things you like. You just make yourself look like a fool and a hypocrite.

What is worse, I am currently residing in West Malaysia and someone say things like that (whether it is directly or indirectly) to me, it hurts me and it makes me angry.

I maybe OUTSIDE my state but I was born a Sarawakian and no matter where I am or where I reside permanently, I will FOREVER be a Sarawakian and doesn't mean I know or often speak in another language doesn't mean I am NOT a Sarawakian. Only narrow-minded idiots say such things.

Think about it this way, if you think a person who is not fluent in his or her native language means he or she is not of that heritage, then are you Malaysian if you don't speak or understand real Bahasa Melayu? Did you know BURIT means differently? Think about that. Use your brain before you criticize others where language is concerned.

Hope

There is a reason why that picture is there despite having a photo blog.

I HOPE, a dream will come true.

Enough said :)

Classes Today

...

Was awesome. Especially Photography :)

Immy, Patrick and I were together most of the time taking pictures from across Jaya One! :D

Mr. Loong wanted 4 photos from us and we did it. Within that 2 hours. It was cool! :D

More later. Kinda sleepy!

Hard Cold Thoughts 15 Minutes Before 5 AM

IF,

You ever come to me,

BEGGING for forgiveness for all the wrongs you've ever done to me,

Forget it,

Talk to my hand and start crawling on your knees till it bleed!

I tolerated with you,

Now I do not want to turn back!

IF,

You ever come to me,

TELLING me you have been ditched for YOUR OWN mistakes,

Forget it,

Weep and bleed,

I do not care,

Because I do not want to have ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU.

You can do it once,

Means you can do it twice,

Think about it~

There is so much hate in my heart right now. That mother fucker had proven to me something which made me SATISFIED!

Just because you know you've made a mistake to me, you delete me from your Facebook! Wow. Where was your awesomeness in being the Man?

What Man?

I see a RAT. A COWARD. Wait, even a RAT isn't that frighten of humans. I don't know what you are. If I call you something else, I would SINK to your lowly level.

What irks me most, when in one of his friend's post on his Facebook wall, he said he DOESN'T TAKE DRUGS. HAH! Mother fucking liar! In front of your RELIGIOUS parents, you show your saintly side but behind them? Drinking, eating pork and doing drugs? Wow. What the Hell are you?

If your parents knew, I swear you'll be disowned. You deserve it actually. Really. You do.

I hate you more than I did the last time and it is not normal for me to hate someone to that extend. I think Justin Bieber is better than you.

Jee. SOME people.

If, ONE DAY, he calls me saying the police got him and he has the noose waiting for him. I will CLAP MY HANDS and say, "Congratulations!"

I am being evil. I tried to save him once. I won't attempt it again.

That's my promise.

And yes, this is my Darkside and I do not mean in the world of photography.

This is me. Like it or not. This IS me.

Lame Joke Time

I love that song by Def Leppard called "Pour Some Sugar On Me". Sorry, Joe Elliott, I can't pour any sugar on you because the price of sugar went up yesterday. Haha!

:P

Photography and The Past

Was AWESOME!

I finally know how to PROPERLY use aperture, shutter speed and ISO. I used to have this friend who taught me briefly and when I asked him about ISO, he just said it wasn't important.

Bastard.

No. Hypocrite.

But that guy had always been that way. I once told him I wanted a D90 and he told me, "D90 isn't that good.." BUT, on his wishlist? A D90.

Jee. I don't like people like that.

Anyway, yesterday's class was awesome. We had a lot of fun in the class. The Darksiders were sitting at the back. Who are the Darksiders in Photography class? Daniel, Immy, Levi, Jason Chen and me. There were two other Darksiders weren't that familiar with us, so I had to count them out.

Hm. Can't wait for next week. Outing with the class! YEY!

"Twilight (n) - A depressed girl who cannot decide whether she wants to screw a dead man or a dog."

True. True.

XD

I hated Bella from the first time I "HEARD" about her.

And I hate it most when girls FANTASIES of being the bimbo Bella. Why would you want to be a BIMBO like her who CANNOT MAKE UP HER bloody mind whether to be a necrophile or to have beast sex! XD

The whole Twilight saga, personally, is a JOKE.. It should be made in a soft core porn instead of a movie for teenagers.

Somehow

Dr. David finds PUNCTUALITY important. He seems to be someone my Dad would like. I am so sorry for anyone who disagree but we are lucky that people like Dr. David is still flexible with us. What if such thing were to happen in the working world? Or in a FOREIGN country?

I think it is my advantage of having an EX-POLICE father. Policemen habits die hard in my Dad. When he says, "Wake up at 7.30 and be in the living room downstairs by 8 am." We HAVE to be there by 8 am.

As much as I hate to admit it, I like being in Kuching instead of being here in KL... I wake up early by practise there, many thanks to my Dad but when I go home to Mont Kiara, I wake up early. Wait. Let me rephrase that, I prefer staying in a house with my parents around.

I don't like waking up late because by waking up late, I waste time. I don't like people waiting for me but I don't mind waiting for people who've set a time for me ESPECIALLY elders.

UNLESS.

You have NO CHOICE to be late. At least, INFORM.. but when it comes to elders like parents or relatives or lecturers, I find it AWKWARD..

But I find PUBLIC TRANSPORT here in MALAYSIA is a HINDRANCE. Like today, KLRapid - normally, morning buses, by around 8.15 am, the bus should be around but today, 8.25 am, the guy came. The thought of WALKING for 15 minutes is a pain UNLESS I have NO choice or I get tired of waiting.

But IN Kuching, I have a car and I have to depend on the stupid idiots on the road other than that, there is no problem.

Eventually, as punctual as we try to be, there will always be a hindrance somehow. Something ALWAYS come up but it can be avoided. Owh well.

But where CLASSES are concerned, I don't like being late without being questioned UNLESS my reason are reasonable. I am not criticizing anyone because being late is unavoidable IF there is a valid reason to be late. And when I say VALID, I meant an HONEST reason of being late.

APART FROM THAT, Dr. David's jokes reminds me of my Dad's. LEG PULLING! XD

OH MY GOD!

Santana is Malaysian! XD

Will tell later. IF I remember.

This Morning's Post

I woke up extra early so I could catch the bus to go to college and guess what.. the bus didn't come until after 30 minutes! I waited since 7.51 am and the bus came only at 8.25 am! I was almost cursing like nobody's business but there was some good then since I had a dose of Vitamin (D) Sun. Haha!

Currently in Dr. David's Sociology class.

Whoa.

He actually remember our names and the thing is, I AGREE that doors should be locked at 9.15 am because classes should start at 9 am and people should be punctual.

More later.

URUGUAY!

HAHAHAHA!!

PLEASE WIN!

Uruguay, PLEASE win!

I am vouching on you to win!

Bwahahahahahaha!!

My Photoblog

I started a PHOTOBLOG via Blogger.

Painted Words

So far, there is only ONE picture.

Now, I've got a LITERARY BLOG, A PERSONAL BLOG and A PHOTO BLOG.

Hehe!

Rock Music. My View.

I love rock music.

Rock music isn't like the crap I listen to nowadays. The lyrics in rock music isn't mostly about sex or drugs. When they get mushy, they are VERY VERY mushy. Rock music is more universal than other genres, in my opinion.

Who'd knew KISS would do such a MUSHY SONG as the video posted in this blog entry?

And, I am glad that DANCE MUSIC is coming back. Haha.

Owh well. Thoughts! :D

The Germany-Argentina Game

I didn't find it a fair game because from the looks of it the referees were siding Germany most of the time.

The Germans didn't win a fair game anyway because their goals were achieved when the Argentine keeper was down. I know it is not in the rules but then that is the CHICKEN WAY of scoring a goal. The Germans are opportunist that way.

And, they are not exactly the world's best people since they provoked Maradona, who in returned showed tantrum by scolding the fans. Maradona may seem a sore loser that way but those Germans even had a banner saying, "Bye, Maradona."

Wow, some winners are provocative. Kinda remind me of some idiots I know.

Owh well, I still have SPain.

I hope the Spaniards kick the arrogant Germans' ass :)

For People Like You

"People often like to be blinded by flattery and instigation. Look with your heart, not with your eyes. Before you listen to instigation, read others first instead of being a dumbfucked follower. Someday, you will realise what you thought was perfect, isn't all that perfect after all!"

Music Culture

I absolutely HATE K-Pop and J-Pop culture because they suck and have no sense of differences. I prefer CHINESE music and movies because they have variety.

Jee, people who like K-Pop or J-Pop definitely need a life.

Queen

Queen's songs inspire me. Alot.

Especially The Show Must Go On and We Are The Champions.

But between the two songs mentioned, The Show Must Go On inspires me most.

I have more to say but brain decided to sleep.

Thoughts

Dear Asuk Yang Suka Mulak Orang And Meres Orang And Sik Sedar Dirik,

Whatever you do is not really an option, it is a choice. But that choice is the stupidest thing you do.

Quit telling lies about how GOOD you are and accept that you are nothing but a BUTT-FACE liar.

From, Me!