You'll Never Walk Alone

"It's easy to support a team when in glory but to support a team when in struggle; it shows your character. "

Yes. We Kopites live by that.

In life, you win a little and you lose a little. I noticed, SOME people support a team because they are always winning. They don't always lose but when they start losing, they boycott that particular team to support the winning team. I hate that kind of people. They only pick a team who wins.

Life, it is not always about winning and I learnt it the hard way.

That is why I LOYALLY support Liverpool. The KOPITES often come up with quotes like the above. It is okay to lose. When I was in St. Mary's many years ago, when we lost that choral speaking competition, I remember what our principal told us, "It is okay, girls. We lost GRACEFULLY." When I was 16, honestly, I did not embrace the meaning but as I got older, I did. No matter how hard we tried or practised, win or lose, it is a different story. What matters, at least, we tried our best and losing isn't about being a loser forever.

Nevermind, MU fans, go ahead AND CELEBRATE but victory WON'T be yours forever. No doubt you had legacies like Cantona or Beckham. You've got Owen the traitor. Rooney won't last long, not even Ferdinand.

Today, you shall laugh gaily and celebrate like leaping leprachauns. Tomorrow? You might even lose to the worst team. Nothing last forever. Not even victory.

What makes me angry at matches like this, MU fans (especially), when they lose, they accuse luck is on the other teams' side when they didn't play well. When they win, they start prancing around like My Little Ponies telling the other team's supporter that their teams suck.

Yes, I am angry at people like that. It is just ONE MATCH for crying out loud.

Congratulations, MU (to both team and fans). To the fans, don't start bragging in front of me or I might snap at you. I don't deal with bragging people too well.

You'll Never Walk Alone~

Sleeplessness

Help. I cannot sleep. Bloody hell, this is going to put me in a damn bad mood.

It is bad enough I am so broke, I can't even survive this week!

At this rate, I hate the situation. I want to go home.

... My God, it's been a while since I felt this way. I hate staying up late. I get cranky. I hope tomorrow will be good for me. I hope I wake up early.

Somehow, I like being in this state, I tend to get... inspired. Hmm, but I am very tired. I am feeling so... well, upset about something even I can't tell what is it that make me feel so upset. Honestly, if I was in Kuching, only 4 people will notice the mood.. Here? I am not sure. No doubt, I found good friends in most of my classmates especially, Jane, Jeen, Joey and even Syafiq, for that matter.

But... there is a huge difference, this isn't my home. This is only my temporary home. It all comes down to one thing; I am homesick.

I miss Athena. I admit it. I miss Athena. I miss Nuril and Embok Fariah... I miss Mummy and Abah, too. Akim talks to me all the time, so I don't feel it all that much but I miss hugging him.

The worse is, I miss everything about the house in Middle Road. I miss the familiar faces in town. The familiar cars. Everywhere I went, I knew someone. At least one person. Don't mention Hopoh or Tun Jugah. I have friends there. Dedek had been teasing me about Sarawakian food. Owh, I miss the empty talks at Dedek's shop in Tun Jugah! Seriously.

Owh, I miss home.

Kuching, the city I was born in. I may have been to other cities and liked it but there is NO PLACE LIKE KUCHING! To me, the greatest place to be at is Kuching. Why? I was born and raised in Kuching. Kuching, though in the past I said I hated you but I now realised how much I miss you and how much I love you. I want to go home.

The warmth is all back in Kuching. Most of all, a little angel (faced devil) is growing up so big. I miss her. I miss everything about home.

CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME. I will take LOTS of pictures of home to bring over here to KL. Hope... that will help with my homesickness :(

*sighs*