Help. I cannot sleep. Bloody hell, this is going to put me in a damn bad mood.
It is bad enough I am so broke, I can't even survive this week!
At this rate, I hate the situation. I want to go home.
... My God, it's been a while since I felt this way. I hate staying up late. I get cranky. I hope tomorrow will be good for me. I hope I wake up early.
Somehow, I like being in this state, I tend to get... inspired. Hmm, but I am very tired. I am feeling so... well, upset about something even I can't tell what is it that make me feel so upset. Honestly, if I was in Kuching, only 4 people will notice the mood.. Here? I am not sure. No doubt, I found good friends in most of my classmates especially, Jane, Jeen, Joey and even Syafiq, for that matter.
But... there is a huge difference, this isn't my home. This is only my temporary home. It all comes down to one thing; I am homesick.
I miss Athena. I admit it. I miss Athena. I miss Nuril and Embok Fariah... I miss Mummy and Abah, too. Akim talks to me all the time, so I don't feel it all that much but I miss hugging him.
The worse is, I miss everything about the house in Middle Road. I miss the familiar faces in town. The familiar cars. Everywhere I went, I knew someone. At least one person. Don't mention Hopoh or Tun Jugah. I have friends there. Dedek had been teasing me about Sarawakian food. Owh, I miss the empty talks at Dedek's shop in Tun Jugah! Seriously.
Owh, I miss home.
Kuching, the city I was born in. I may have been to other cities and liked it but there is NO PLACE LIKE KUCHING! To me, the greatest place to be at is Kuching. Why? I was born and raised in Kuching. Kuching, though in the past I said I hated you but I now realised how much I miss you and how much I love you. I want to go home.
The warmth is all back in Kuching. Most of all, a little angel (faced devil) is growing up so big. I miss her. I miss everything about home.
CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME. I will take LOTS of pictures of home to bring over here to KL. Hope... that will help with my homesickness :(
*sighs*
