In the past, I admit, I had boyfriends. But. None of them had ever treated me the way Akim does. None of them had ever tell me things that made me feel good about myself. Or laugh at me when I do silly things and add up to the laughter.
Little things like, "Your smile brighten my life today." trully will make your day. Before all this. I was feeling empty but when I met him. I knew the storm was clearing.
Akim is fun. He can make me upset but within seconds, he could make me laugh again. He has the ability to make me laugh. He makes me feel good about life. He makes me feel whole. I don't feel empty anymore. I feel wanted. Appreciated. Loved.
He is the first of all my boyfriends who makes me feel good about myself and who treats me with such respect... he makes me feel like I am a human. He is the first to make me feel like there is a reason to live afterall. He is the first to mend my broken heart. He is the first to make me feel beautiful. Most of all. He is the first telling me this, "I want to be responsible for your everything... You can always rely on me. But first, let me change myself before I can present myself to your parents."
And he is also the first who can speak in many languages - Melanau, Malay, Chinese (Mandarin and Hokkien) and English! *jealous*
Plus, he is not afraid to express his feelings towards me in front of people. Hehe! Sweet, huh?
I know he's got a dark past and I know he is trying to change. He assures me that he won't do what he used to do. I hope. He won't do those stupid things but people assures me that once he's got someone in his life, he won't do stupid stuff *sighs* Let that be true.
I am not being doubtful... but... I am afraid. One day. History will repeat by itself. That is all.
Yet, I thank God that I have Akim in my life.
Little things like, "Your smile brighten my life today." trully will make your day. Before all this. I was feeling empty but when I met him. I knew the storm was clearing.
Akim is fun. He can make me upset but within seconds, he could make me laugh again. He has the ability to make me laugh. He makes me feel good about life. He makes me feel whole. I don't feel empty anymore. I feel wanted. Appreciated. Loved.
He is the first of all my boyfriends who makes me feel good about myself and who treats me with such respect... he makes me feel like I am a human. He is the first to make me feel like there is a reason to live afterall. He is the first to mend my broken heart. He is the first to make me feel beautiful. Most of all. He is the first telling me this, "I want to be responsible for your everything... You can always rely on me. But first, let me change myself before I can present myself to your parents."
And he is also the first who can speak in many languages - Melanau, Malay, Chinese (Mandarin and Hokkien) and English! *jealous*
Plus, he is not afraid to express his feelings towards me in front of people. Hehe! Sweet, huh?
I know he's got a dark past and I know he is trying to change. He assures me that he won't do what he used to do. I hope. He won't do those stupid things but people assures me that once he's got someone in his life, he won't do stupid stuff *sighs* Let that be true.
I am not being doubtful... but... I am afraid. One day. History will repeat by itself. That is all.
Yet, I thank God that I have Akim in my life.
