Nothing much have been happening except what I don't like most is people bugging into my life when I never bug theirs. I know. It is all to save me but then please, my life is different now. I found someone who is willing to change just for me. Reduce smoking just because of my bronchitis. Or... talks to friends of mine who know me well enough to tell him what to do with me then scolds me for something wrong.
What is worse? Who is willing to spend money on me when he knows that I have my own. I may not really like that idea but then... it will kill him if I were to say 'no'. He is all out to love me. I should appreciate him. I should stop being selfish. I should stop thinking that no one loves me. He reminds me that I will ALWAYS have my family, friends and especially, him.
It was him who taught me to apologise to my elder sister when I quarreled with her because of M. I know if I were to get scoldings like that via text messages, I won't reply or just hit delete. But he was the one who told me to apologise and told me to explain what happened. He was the one who told me to be truthful. He was the one who told me, "even if you are right or wrong, just apologise because by apologising, you will make the heart soft and people will understand the situation more if you apologise." And it works. Seriously. It works.
Unlike my past ex, he won't know or say the same thing to me. I am not sure what else should I say about it. To think Akim waited for me for 3 years. Hey, endurance was all he had. It all started online! It is amazing how God works, huh?
Which reminds me, he ALWAYS gets upset with me when I say, "Why won't God finish me off now!" I didn't say all that to make him worry but when one is upset, you tend to say stupid things like that.
He filled my emptiness. He made my life completely. Most importantly, he makes me smile and had taught me a lot of things I should do with myself. Thank you, By. Thank you for being there for me.
What is worse? Who is willing to spend money on me when he knows that I have my own. I may not really like that idea but then... it will kill him if I were to say 'no'. He is all out to love me. I should appreciate him. I should stop being selfish. I should stop thinking that no one loves me. He reminds me that I will ALWAYS have my family, friends and especially, him.
It was him who taught me to apologise to my elder sister when I quarreled with her because of M. I know if I were to get scoldings like that via text messages, I won't reply or just hit delete. But he was the one who told me to apologise and told me to explain what happened. He was the one who told me to be truthful. He was the one who told me, "even if you are right or wrong, just apologise because by apologising, you will make the heart soft and people will understand the situation more if you apologise." And it works. Seriously. It works.
Unlike my past ex, he won't know or say the same thing to me. I am not sure what else should I say about it. To think Akim waited for me for 3 years. Hey, endurance was all he had. It all started online! It is amazing how God works, huh?
Which reminds me, he ALWAYS gets upset with me when I say, "Why won't God finish me off now!" I didn't say all that to make him worry but when one is upset, you tend to say stupid things like that.
He filled my emptiness. He made my life completely. Most importantly, he makes me smile and had taught me a lot of things I should do with myself. Thank you, By. Thank you for being there for me.
