Never did I thought that I would feel this way,
The guilt and confusion eating me inside out,
I can feel my world falling apart,
I can feel the walls closing in on me,
I feel like ripping my chest open,
To show how my beating heart bleeds,
To show how much hurt it feels,
And to show the invisible cold knife piercing through it...
I am torn between the hill and the mountain,
Where shall I seek sanctuary,
Just to hide away from the world outside,
A world where only cruelty exist,
So little love is given,
And hate rules all,
My heart can't bear any longer,
All I want to do is breakdown and cry,
And wait for someone to fix the shattered pieces,
Of my shattered life...
© Jasima Junaidi
