I have been rather uncreative and uninspired lately. You give me my cameras, I would look at it blankly. You give me my pen and paper (even laptop), I would stare at it blankly. Yet. You give me my pillow and my bed. That is where the mother of all nothing happens. I drift to slumber. In a blink of an eye!
Also, lately, the clouds have been lovely. Yet, when ever I take out my camera to snap, it is either over exposed or under exposed. It is sickening. I hate it. It is almost like I am in a trance or something. Now. When I log onto any of my cyber social networks, it feels like everything or everyone in my network are dead. Seriously dead.
Nothing interesting have been happening lately since I started going down for lectures. It is undeniably boring actually.
I have also been in this explosive mood. I know I feel like getting angry all the time lately but at the same time I feel so free and happy without M to bother with my life. The thought of him really spoil my mood. I saw the ring he gave. I am going to do something about it. I intend to throw it away once the time is right.
Anyway, again in Friendster... I got angry at some people. Why can't people just rant on their blogs... if they want to insult other people, do it in your blogs. That is what blogs are for. You can do whatever you want to do in your blogs. You want to describe how you had sex during the day, go ahead. Where you had beaten up anyone you hate. Go ahead. Gosh. I am feeling crude, too.
Even when it comes to being narcissistic... I am not in the mood. In other words, I am not in the mood for anything. *sighs*
Will blog once I have the groove to do so. Clueless.
Also, lately, the clouds have been lovely. Yet, when ever I take out my camera to snap, it is either over exposed or under exposed. It is sickening. I hate it. It is almost like I am in a trance or something. Now. When I log onto any of my cyber social networks, it feels like everything or everyone in my network are dead. Seriously dead.
Nothing interesting have been happening lately since I started going down for lectures. It is undeniably boring actually.
I have also been in this explosive mood. I know I feel like getting angry all the time lately but at the same time I feel so free and happy without M to bother with my life. The thought of him really spoil my mood. I saw the ring he gave. I am going to do something about it. I intend to throw it away once the time is right.
Anyway, again in Friendster... I got angry at some people. Why can't people just rant on their blogs... if they want to insult other people, do it in your blogs. That is what blogs are for. You can do whatever you want to do in your blogs. You want to describe how you had sex during the day, go ahead. Where you had beaten up anyone you hate. Go ahead. Gosh. I am feeling crude, too.
Even when it comes to being narcissistic... I am not in the mood. In other words, I am not in the mood for anything. *sighs*
Will blog once I have the groove to do so. Clueless.
