I got this off from one of the sites.
If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I was betrayed by someone I once loved. I was optimistic towards him. I gave him chances and yet he didn't give me any mercy. Honestly, I am quite happy he did what he did. If he didn't do what he did to me, I wouldn't be standing here, laughing my ass off at him for regretting. In other words, he got what he deserved. Serves him right for messing with the person who was truly loyal to him! HAH!
If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
To be successful. To travel the world with the people I love and to share all happiness with them. Most of all, I would love this dream to come true:- people to live in a world where the is so much peace and harmony. Most of all, I dream that my life would be better than it is now. It is not because I hate my miserable life. I love some of the people who made it beautiful but then I remain miserable eventhough I know they are there to love me and I love them for that.
What would do with a billion dollars?
Convert the money to Malaysian Ringgit then donate to those who really need the money like the orphans. Save. Spend. Hehe. Most of all, go travelling :) And I would even give some money to my parents and sisters.
Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Honestly. No. They know me too well. What I mean by that is, they can predict my movement and for me to fall in love with them, we'd have to be lesbians. In the case of Adeeb, I think, I would feel like there is an INCEST RELATIONSHIP! He is like a brother to me actually and that is how I want it to be. So be it!
Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
It takes two to tango. I would think it would be nice if one were to love and to be loved. It is sad if one were to love someone but then... not being loved back. So. It takes two to tango. To get both is a blessing.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
I don't know. I will let time decide for me. I had once wanted for someone to change. Until it was a bit too late for him. I lost patience. Everyone has patience. Don't let that patience run out. I gave M the priority of my time... he snoozed he lose. It is not my fault he didn't listen to anyone who tried to save his ass.
If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
Get over it. Probably. There is no chance for me to be with him. So. Move on. I don't want to be seen as a s*ut. Right? I am not like some girls. They are willing to be mistresses or the third party. Not me.
What takes you down the fastest?
Emotion unstability. If you want to see me crumble, make me cry or angry. You will see it all. That is how you take me down the fastest. Toy with my emotions and you will see me crash and burn.
Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Honestly, I don't know. I dare not say where will I be in the next 10 years. Anything could happen, right?
What’s your fear?
Currently, I fear rejection the most... The thought of it hurts me. I am afraid of being rejected for being too honest with myself. I am afraid of being too honest with something only to get beaten up at my own confession or my own honesty. If only... owh well... most of all, I fear fear itself. Someone, somewhere once said, that was it was wise to fear fear... can't remember who or where.
Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Seriously, this is a tough one to answer. I would rather be loved than to be rich actually. So I would choose married and poor. Not too poor. Just enough to survive. Just enough to live by. What is the point of being single and miserable but rich?
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
The one who will really take care of me. The one who is obviously concerned about me. The one who shows that he cares about me. What if both care? I would rather remain single. I wouldn't want to toy with anyone's feelings. I am not one who would toy with anyone's feelings. I know the pain. I've felt it before.
Would you give all in a relationship?
I did. Once. It was a mistake. The next time I get into a relationship, I would do the same and hope that won't be a mistake. I am one who would give everything to the person I love. My honesty. My trust. My loyalty, most of all. Damn, it pays to be loyal, huh? It is better to be loyal because it means security. You won't hurt anyone's feelings that way. You will be happy. I hope to find someone who will treat me the same way I would treat him. *sighs*
Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
Holy crap. I used to do this because being the stupidly optimistic person that I am... I gave him a chance. But what did he do? He didn't appreciate me... Of course I cried. Of course I got angry. Of course I became frustrated! I forgave and forgot until I realised I had to lose my patience. He toyed with my optimistism and my patience. I should have left him a long time ago but it was me... I was too forgiving. Too optimistic. Too... kind... and most of all, too loving. He didn't deserve my love. Seriously. I even did the STUPIDEST thing in my life to prove my love to that bastard yet... what I got? Nothing but lies and more lies. Only yesterday I met Samee at Tun Jugah and he told me that bastard even ditched them despite them helping him out a lot... Owh well. He remains the unforgiven now. So sorry. Thanks for killing my happiness, M. Thanks a lot.
Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
HONESTLY, depends. Right now, since I am crushing and melting, I am happy being single but of course being single has its pros and cons. What? Well, I do get a little bit jealous watching a couple walking hand in hand, having fun. In the back of my mind, "Owh, she is lucky to have someone there with her... someone who loves her... and me? I thought he loved me... when he didn't honestly love me..." I was once happy in a relationship but when a relationship turns sour, that is when I would say, I would prefer being single. I would prefer being single if I was in an abusive relationship... vice versa? Yeah. Definitely.
If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I was betrayed by someone I once loved. I was optimistic towards him. I gave him chances and yet he didn't give me any mercy. Honestly, I am quite happy he did what he did. If he didn't do what he did to me, I wouldn't be standing here, laughing my ass off at him for regretting. In other words, he got what he deserved. Serves him right for messing with the person who was truly loyal to him! HAH!
If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
To be successful. To travel the world with the people I love and to share all happiness with them. Most of all, I would love this dream to come true:- people to live in a world where the is so much peace and harmony. Most of all, I dream that my life would be better than it is now. It is not because I hate my miserable life. I love some of the people who made it beautiful but then I remain miserable eventhough I know they are there to love me and I love them for that.
What would do with a billion dollars?
Convert the money to Malaysian Ringgit then donate to those who really need the money like the orphans. Save. Spend. Hehe. Most of all, go travelling :) And I would even give some money to my parents and sisters.
Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Honestly. No. They know me too well. What I mean by that is, they can predict my movement and for me to fall in love with them, we'd have to be lesbians. In the case of Adeeb, I think, I would feel like there is an INCEST RELATIONSHIP! He is like a brother to me actually and that is how I want it to be. So be it!
Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
It takes two to tango. I would think it would be nice if one were to love and to be loved. It is sad if one were to love someone but then... not being loved back. So. It takes two to tango. To get both is a blessing.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
I don't know. I will let time decide for me. I had once wanted for someone to change. Until it was a bit too late for him. I lost patience. Everyone has patience. Don't let that patience run out. I gave M the priority of my time... he snoozed he lose. It is not my fault he didn't listen to anyone who tried to save his ass.
If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
Get over it. Probably. There is no chance for me to be with him. So. Move on. I don't want to be seen as a s*ut. Right? I am not like some girls. They are willing to be mistresses or the third party. Not me.
What takes you down the fastest?
Emotion unstability. If you want to see me crumble, make me cry or angry. You will see it all. That is how you take me down the fastest. Toy with my emotions and you will see me crash and burn.
Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Honestly, I don't know. I dare not say where will I be in the next 10 years. Anything could happen, right?
What’s your fear?
Currently, I fear rejection the most... The thought of it hurts me. I am afraid of being rejected for being too honest with myself. I am afraid of being too honest with something only to get beaten up at my own confession or my own honesty. If only... owh well... most of all, I fear fear itself. Someone, somewhere once said, that was it was wise to fear fear... can't remember who or where.
Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Seriously, this is a tough one to answer. I would rather be loved than to be rich actually. So I would choose married and poor. Not too poor. Just enough to survive. Just enough to live by. What is the point of being single and miserable but rich?
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
The one who will really take care of me. The one who is obviously concerned about me. The one who shows that he cares about me. What if both care? I would rather remain single. I wouldn't want to toy with anyone's feelings. I am not one who would toy with anyone's feelings. I know the pain. I've felt it before.
Would you give all in a relationship?
I did. Once. It was a mistake. The next time I get into a relationship, I would do the same and hope that won't be a mistake. I am one who would give everything to the person I love. My honesty. My trust. My loyalty, most of all. Damn, it pays to be loyal, huh? It is better to be loyal because it means security. You won't hurt anyone's feelings that way. You will be happy. I hope to find someone who will treat me the same way I would treat him. *sighs*
Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
Holy crap. I used to do this because being the stupidly optimistic person that I am... I gave him a chance. But what did he do? He didn't appreciate me... Of course I cried. Of course I got angry. Of course I became frustrated! I forgave and forgot until I realised I had to lose my patience. He toyed with my optimistism and my patience. I should have left him a long time ago but it was me... I was too forgiving. Too optimistic. Too... kind... and most of all, too loving. He didn't deserve my love. Seriously. I even did the STUPIDEST thing in my life to prove my love to that bastard yet... what I got? Nothing but lies and more lies. Only yesterday I met Samee at Tun Jugah and he told me that bastard even ditched them despite them helping him out a lot... Owh well. He remains the unforgiven now. So sorry. Thanks for killing my happiness, M. Thanks a lot.
Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
HONESTLY, depends. Right now, since I am crushing and melting, I am happy being single but of course being single has its pros and cons. What? Well, I do get a little bit jealous watching a couple walking hand in hand, having fun. In the back of my mind, "Owh, she is lucky to have someone there with her... someone who loves her... and me? I thought he loved me... when he didn't honestly love me..." I was once happy in a relationship but when a relationship turns sour, that is when I would say, I would prefer being single. I would prefer being single if I was in an abusive relationship... vice versa? Yeah. Definitely.
