Within Me

Honestly, I don't know what to feel. I am feeling rather. Offended with the news I got today. Not only the news I got today but the feeling is just there when... I don't know. I did laugh. I was happy but... at the same time, I felt sad. The expectations. The hopes. It felt like it all disappeared. It felt like. It never existed.

I don't know. Somehow, a part of me is lost. I am back to square one. I am back to that miserable path. Bloody hell. I wish I could cry but my tears are dried up...

I got to go now. Nothing in my head worth blogging about.