I was reading Ijan's blog when I realised one thing:- where our last relationship was concerned, things were almost similar.
We were willing to leave everything behind... friends. Online life. But I respect Ijan for one thing, he actually left his online life. Completely because of her. I even ditched some of my friends because of M. I was loyal to him.
Owh well. Stupid things people do when they are in love. They tend to get too overly optimistic... when they know it is their heart that gets beaten up at the end of the day. They are willing to beat themselves up for the person they love but... when the patience reached a certain limit, that is it. GONE.
Anyway, I am missing someone. Very much. I miss hearing her crying. I miss Athena. She had been admitted to the hospital for 4 days now... for jaundice... After 15 years of not having a baby in the house, with Athena around, it is a wonderful feeling to hear a baby cry.
There is another person I miss (don't get me wrong on this one, I am NOT lesbian though I sound prone to being one)... I miss Juliana's insanity! I really do. I am currently chatting with Serena and we both miss Juliana very much. Juliana is the one person who could lighten up a conversation and entertain me and Serena with her insane fantasies.
Last and not least. I miss someone, too. Not going to go into deeply with this one. It might get too obvious. Hehe! I miss HIM. I wish I could tell him that but I am too chicken shit to do so.
Now, I think I should stop before I get too emotional. I miss so many people especially... Athena... I really do. 4 days without her, the house seems to be too quiet. Yet, it is a good thing she wasn't around for Raya.. :)
We were willing to leave everything behind... friends. Online life. But I respect Ijan for one thing, he actually left his online life. Completely because of her. I even ditched some of my friends because of M. I was loyal to him.
Owh well. Stupid things people do when they are in love. They tend to get too overly optimistic... when they know it is their heart that gets beaten up at the end of the day. They are willing to beat themselves up for the person they love but... when the patience reached a certain limit, that is it. GONE.
Anyway, I am missing someone. Very much. I miss hearing her crying. I miss Athena. She had been admitted to the hospital for 4 days now... for jaundice... After 15 years of not having a baby in the house, with Athena around, it is a wonderful feeling to hear a baby cry.
There is another person I miss (don't get me wrong on this one, I am NOT lesbian though I sound prone to being one)... I miss Juliana's insanity! I really do. I am currently chatting with Serena and we both miss Juliana very much. Juliana is the one person who could lighten up a conversation and entertain me and Serena with her insane fantasies.
Last and not least. I miss someone, too. Not going to go into deeply with this one. It might get too obvious. Hehe! I miss HIM. I wish I could tell him that but I am too chicken shit to do so.
Now, I think I should stop before I get too emotional. I miss so many people especially... Athena... I really do. 4 days without her, the house seems to be too quiet. Yet, it is a good thing she wasn't around for Raya.. :)
