I hate it. I hate M. I really do. I may still see him around but I really really hate him. Why? I gave him a year to change. A year of chances. Yet, my heart is being bruised horribly. He came to see me, without any apology or anything. Just act as if nothing happened. Ain't that being sarcastic? Or was that being brainless?
He lost me. He knew he lost me. He came a bit too late. Yet, only now he acts as if he wants me back. I am sorry. The feelings I have for him isn't like how it used to be. I had forgotten all about him. I don't know who he is anymore.
He may have lost something but me? I gained one thing... the will to go on.
I may feel this way, but then, I hope he will learn his lesson in the future. I don't care if you didn't care about me when I needed you most. You are fucking selfish! You don't deserve anything out of me. You made me the way I am. Don't blame me if I've changed. You are the cause of it all.
Before you expect me to change to be the caring me, you look into the mirror and change yourself and question yourself, what did you do it to me to make me feel so dark and full of angst... What did you do to make me change...?
Think about it. I had enough of getting my heart beaten up by YOU... I had enough!
He lost me. He knew he lost me. He came a bit too late. Yet, only now he acts as if he wants me back. I am sorry. The feelings I have for him isn't like how it used to be. I had forgotten all about him. I don't know who he is anymore.
He may have lost something but me? I gained one thing... the will to go on.
I may feel this way, but then, I hope he will learn his lesson in the future. I don't care if you didn't care about me when I needed you most. You are fucking selfish! You don't deserve anything out of me. You made me the way I am. Don't blame me if I've changed. You are the cause of it all.
Before you expect me to change to be the caring me, you look into the mirror and change yourself and question yourself, what did you do it to me to make me feel so dark and full of angst... What did you do to make me change...?
Think about it. I had enough of getting my heart beaten up by YOU... I had enough!
