What Have You Done?
Within Temptation [feat. Keith Caputo]
Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love
What have you done now?!
I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know, should stop believing
I know, there's no retrieving
It's over now, what have you done?
What have you done now?!
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
'cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now
What have you done?
What have you done now?!
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done now, what have you done?...
I will not fall, won't let it go
We will be free when it ends
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you
I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us, between me and you
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Is it just me or I tend to relate myself with songs by Within Temptation?
BREAK:- notice that I've been using song titles or lines of a song in my blog nowadays? That shows how bored I am.
Okay, back to where I stopped. I have been listening to Within Temptation almost non-stop lately. I have been feeling like a feminist lately. Is it a good thing? No. It is NOT a good thing. I am starting to think that guys are typical... Seriously.
How I relate myself to the song above? If you know my story with M, you will know how direct those lyrics are with my life. I am fed up. Okay, I was glad I could remain in a relationship for a long time... but then, when I think about it, why should I waste my time hoping for someone who isn't willing to change for the better... all for the sake of me? Instead of killing myself much more, I might as well... let go. I don't want anymore pain. I've suffered long enough.
I hadn't finished ranting about my life... I WANT TO BE HAPPY. I don't deserve these tears. I want laughter. I want smiles. I want... my life... I want what I deserve.
Jutology meeting on MSN Messenger! Eeps! Gotta roll and advance to the next level! HAHAHA!!
